I am past the point of angry
so I just get an im from my dad telling me I lost my great grandmother......great there goes the cherry to top off my shittastic week right there....
frankly i am angry I am pissed the fuck off because it seems like between every two years and every year i loose a family member, and you know what, I am sick of it cause I dont know what to fucking do anymore, i dont have it in me to go to anymore fucking funerals cause apparently thats the only fucking time I see the rest of my family other than my younger brother who comes by at least once a week, which frankly I shouldnt be seeing JUST HIM.....I see my friends more than I see my family, which isnt a bad thing but.....I remember when we were close like we saw eachother more than once a year.....
I am sick and tired of loosing family members that are close to me, I am sick and tired of loosing people close to me.....
at this point I really do wanna curl up in a corner and not come out.....ever
frankly i am angry I am pissed the fuck off because it seems like between every two years and every year i loose a family member, and you know what, I am sick of it cause I dont know what to fucking do anymore, i dont have it in me to go to anymore fucking funerals cause apparently thats the only fucking time I see the rest of my family other than my younger brother who comes by at least once a week, which frankly I shouldnt be seeing JUST HIM.....I see my friends more than I see my family, which isnt a bad thing but.....I remember when we were close like we saw eachother more than once a year.....
I am sick and tired of loosing family members that are close to me, I am sick and tired of loosing people close to me.....
at this point I really do wanna curl up in a corner and not come out.....ever