Here i am
Well here i am siting at the academic services building was supposed to start writing a paper for writing but its pretty much some bullshit but ill get it done. I am missing my fiance she is in laguna vista for the weekend because of work. I wont get to see her till monday morning. I havent gotten used to her being gone but im going to have to becaus during summer she will be over there working so i will not be able to see her as often which is really really going to suck. So im just missing having her by myside. I know i will see her on monday but i hate it when she is not here. Either than that yesterday was ok woke up at 7:30 melissa had to go to work by 10:15 in port isabel so said my goodbyes and my friend was in the parking lot his name is daniel. He didnt sleep all night and was bored so i invited him back because i hate being alone and ryan is gone to harlingen. Well thats a different story ill tell you that later. So went back to the apartment i was sleepy but couldnt sleep with daniel there. Then noe got to the apartment waited for ryan and raul to pick us up daniel fell asleep when i wanted to sleep asshole. Raul, Ryan and Rick didnt get here till 11:50 then we headed off for the zoo. Got to the zoo to many ppl then left around 5:30. Went to eat at Bennagens thats when Raul found out she wasnt a virgin and got mad and threw his food on himself. We got to edinburg around 6:40 stayed outside with everyone till 7:10 or so went back to the apartment in hopes of sleepign but instead got online talked to jackie a friend from mccallen. She invited me to amandas sisters wedding reception so we went was kinda boring but fun. We were outside most of the time but then the wind kicked up alot so we went inside. Got a flower for melissa a purple lily yea her favorite color is dark purple. Then went back to the apartment and jackie was bored so she invited some friends it was me jackie chris tom johnny ed and kyle it was fun they helped finish most of the beer only about 4 left but whatever. They didnt leave till about 4 in the morning ed stayed because he was in no state of mind to drive. Woke up at about 12 noe came over about 1 and now we are here at the AS he is tutoring his gf.
Well ok the family thing well this past saturday my grandmother passed away i was pissed at my family because i wasnt able to go because its total bullshit. I am the one that loves my grandma the most i am the one that gets along with her the most. Everytime my mom goes sees her she is asking for me. Well i wasnt able to go because they needed someone to watch my sisters kids because she had work. So yea it got me pissed off because she could ask for a day off. So i missed my grandmas funeral but before that i only got to see her like two weeks before and i told her how i felt about her so the only thing that keeped me going was that and my fiance. She really helped me a lot even if she wasnt there by myside just having her on the phone with me helped me a lot. The funeral was on sunday there were a lot of people that didnt want to be there but i really wanted to be there so thats another thing that pissed me off. My mom came home and she was fustrated with everyone from over there. So i decide to open my mouth and tell her how i really wanted to go but she is there and keeps inturupting me so i never really get to finish telling her how i felt. So yea i got more pissed off. I just wanted to leave but then she makes some remark and so i go off and tell her some things that i hate. Like how they have been using me all my life as in taking care of the kids, or as soon as i get home i have chores there, even if i dont live there. Then i tell her how and why we couldnt take the kids with us i dont care if i have to put up with them there just as long as i get to see my grandmas face one last time before i wont be able to see it in long time. So i just called ryan to pick me up and get me out of that house. So thats why i am here in edinburg this weekend still mad at everyone over there. And i dont want to be there anymore.
So that sunday night we got pissed drunk it was me ryan rick jo jo daniel larry noe bryan vanessa robert lalo and i dont know who else. But yea i got drunk noe got to the drunkest point he has ever been must have throwen up like 5 times. It was a good time i got to talking to raul then invited noe he had a good time well we all did and in the process met those other guys they are cool. robert is like 30 years old but he buys us alchol now lol. He bought us a bottle of grey goose and some beer for monday because sunday we drank half of the rum. So monday we had another little party it was me my fiance ryan chris tom josh irene larry his roomate and ummm richard and roger it was great they practily killed the bottle of rum. It was another good time. Let see St. Patricks day hell yea that was fucken great i came out on the radio was trying to win some NIN tickets but didnt win. We watched that movie waiting it was awesome then went to jerrys house which was totally awesome. I got drunk it was me melissa tom chirs erica lisa erin noe johnny ed irene quamby tino jackie paul and i dont know who else shit it was practily the whole group. It was fun i remeber noe in the tree then lisa trying to get on the tree but she fell down ha. We played a drinking game it was fun that really got me drunk just that game. Um all in all it was a great st patricks day and it was funny as hell. So thats pretty much what has been going on sorry for not putting it in chronicological order but who gives a shit. i dont know im bored can you tell maybe maybe not who knows. yea im bored
Well ok the family thing well this past saturday my grandmother passed away i was pissed at my family because i wasnt able to go because its total bullshit. I am the one that loves my grandma the most i am the one that gets along with her the most. Everytime my mom goes sees her she is asking for me. Well i wasnt able to go because they needed someone to watch my sisters kids because she had work. So yea it got me pissed off because she could ask for a day off. So i missed my grandmas funeral but before that i only got to see her like two weeks before and i told her how i felt about her so the only thing that keeped me going was that and my fiance. She really helped me a lot even if she wasnt there by myside just having her on the phone with me helped me a lot. The funeral was on sunday there were a lot of people that didnt want to be there but i really wanted to be there so thats another thing that pissed me off. My mom came home and she was fustrated with everyone from over there. So i decide to open my mouth and tell her how i really wanted to go but she is there and keeps inturupting me so i never really get to finish telling her how i felt. So yea i got more pissed off. I just wanted to leave but then she makes some remark and so i go off and tell her some things that i hate. Like how they have been using me all my life as in taking care of the kids, or as soon as i get home i have chores there, even if i dont live there. Then i tell her how and why we couldnt take the kids with us i dont care if i have to put up with them there just as long as i get to see my grandmas face one last time before i wont be able to see it in long time. So i just called ryan to pick me up and get me out of that house. So thats why i am here in edinburg this weekend still mad at everyone over there. And i dont want to be there anymore.
So that sunday night we got pissed drunk it was me ryan rick jo jo daniel larry noe bryan vanessa robert lalo and i dont know who else. But yea i got drunk noe got to the drunkest point he has ever been must have throwen up like 5 times. It was a good time i got to talking to raul then invited noe he had a good time well we all did and in the process met those other guys they are cool. robert is like 30 years old but he buys us alchol now lol. He bought us a bottle of grey goose and some beer for monday because sunday we drank half of the rum. So monday we had another little party it was me my fiance ryan chris tom josh irene larry his roomate and ummm richard and roger it was great they practily killed the bottle of rum. It was another good time. Let see St. Patricks day hell yea that was fucken great i came out on the radio was trying to win some NIN tickets but didnt win. We watched that movie waiting it was awesome then went to jerrys house which was totally awesome. I got drunk it was me melissa tom chirs erica lisa erin noe johnny ed irene quamby tino jackie paul and i dont know who else shit it was practily the whole group. It was fun i remeber noe in the tree then lisa trying to get on the tree but she fell down ha. We played a drinking game it was fun that really got me drunk just that game. Um all in all it was a great st patricks day and it was funny as hell. So thats pretty much what has been going on sorry for not putting it in chronicological order but who gives a shit. i dont know im bored can you tell maybe maybe not who knows. yea im bored