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What is it about me that drives men away? Am i too overbearing? Maybe there isn't supposed to answer for those questions. Maybe things just aren't supposed to work out, why then would Michael suddenly call me and then never again? Why do i meet people like Matt (multivalent) and fall or start too and then i'm put at a distance? At least the Matt in ELP i know why...i wasn't over MattRat. It never seems to matter how much i try or want or hope or submerse or forget or engross, it's always the same. Always!
Is love meant to hurt? is it ever really as beatiful as the poets of old say? i may never know i guess. But just once i would like to prove one of them right, that love is grandiforuos (yes i know that word doesn't exist but if e.e cummings doesn't have to use grammar then i can make up words!). "I'm eating my apple now! I don't care if it's not lunch time!"
Is love meant to hurt? is it ever really as beatiful as the poets of old say? i may never know i guess. But just once i would like to prove one of them right, that love is grandiforuos (yes i know that word doesn't exist but if e.e cummings doesn't have to use grammar then i can make up words!). "I'm eating my apple now! I don't care if it's not lunch time!"