21!

[luinnil]

Earlier i was asked if being 21 was any different than being 20. The answer i have is i don't know. I don't feel different. I feel as though time seems to be accelerating. And yet i know that it is still moving at the constant speed of the Earth's revolution around the sun. Should i feel different? I feel unaccomplished. I think that by now

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Yep

[jmattax]

I know at least part of what you feel. I'm single and have been for a while, and was for long before I started that relationship. My friends are great but I'm lonely. Since I know at least some of the people reading this will look at it and say I'm a male, so I'm just horny. I would like to just disagree with that now. If I were just horny there are many options I could/would have taken in the past. I want someone I can talk to, who cares, who's fine with being there for me when I feel like shit and just want to cry. I have many friends here, but I just don't feel like I can open up completely to any of them. The ones I am most comfortable have enough troubles of their own, and from their significant others. I guess that I'm looking for a real;y good female friend and coming up empty. Till around three weeks ago I wasn't as bothered by it, but then I realized that my relationship problems were far enough in the past I wouldn't be burdening someone else with too many of them if I found someone now. I feel like even though I'm about to graduate and go on to graduate school I haven't actually done anything with my life. I'm with you, I really thought that I would be in some kind of steady relationship at this point, instead of inexperienced with dealing with people, and unsure of how to even really ask someone out.