Ramblings.
The last post I wrote was absolutely absurb so I deleted it ={
Its really cold here compared to L.A. I never thought I could think of summer as being 'cold'
The night is incredibly still tonight. It's actually really beautiful outside. The only sound I can hear is the humming of my computer. Im actually kind of lonely. I wish I had someone here to converse with, or just be around. I hung out with my sister today, which, is good...but she is really withdrawn and I think somewhat depressed, so it's hard to be around her sometimes. We went to the Theaters which was alright. Joe and I have not been getting along. Its funny, we cannot seem to live together. Since I moved out of my parents house Ive found that while I lived there I developed what seem to be my own patterns of living that I can't shake off. Like, living routines and how I sleep and what not. Sometimes those just dont meld well with other people's habits I guess. I'd like to live alone but I cant see myself being incredibly happy because I hate being lonely. I need someone to cuddle with and have long conversations with. ={
I really wish I had more people who had as many varied interests as myself. Sometimes people around me seem so un-inspired and dull...so I just keep my mouth shut and wait to see if someone else sparks my attention. Maybe being quiet is a bad thing. I don't know.
Its really cold here compared to L.A. I never thought I could think of summer as being 'cold'
The night is incredibly still tonight. It's actually really beautiful outside. The only sound I can hear is the humming of my computer. Im actually kind of lonely. I wish I had someone here to converse with, or just be around. I hung out with my sister today, which, is good...but she is really withdrawn and I think somewhat depressed, so it's hard to be around her sometimes. We went to the Theaters which was alright. Joe and I have not been getting along. Its funny, we cannot seem to live together. Since I moved out of my parents house Ive found that while I lived there I developed what seem to be my own patterns of living that I can't shake off. Like, living routines and how I sleep and what not. Sometimes those just dont meld well with other people's habits I guess. I'd like to live alone but I cant see myself being incredibly happy because I hate being lonely. I need someone to cuddle with and have long conversations with. ={
I really wish I had more people who had as many varied interests as myself. Sometimes people around me seem so un-inspired and dull...so I just keep my mouth shut and wait to see if someone else sparks my attention. Maybe being quiet is a bad thing. I don't know.