Crazyyy
I think I realized today that Tsubasa actually has Handshaking-Events after Every Single Concert. I must've been in some sort of denial about it up until this morning because when I woke up today, I woke up with a start having only one thought in my head... "I Have To Go To The Last D&R-extension cons!!!!!"
Though I can't... stupid, stupid, stupid visa-rules. ;_______; Why are Japan so stupid when it comes to tourism and immigration and argh, I cry. ;_;
But even though I know I can't there is still that little tiny tiny whisper in the back of my head that says... what if it'd work. What if they'd make an exception just for me. though why they'd to that I have no idea... maybe I could cry hysterically at the airport while wailing IMAI TSUBASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and there'd be a Johnny's fan there who'd just understand???
No No, I should just accept that I can't go. Even though it huuurts... ;_;
And, I'm not sure if I've mentioned this here already but I'll be going back to Japan in March. I'll only be there for two weeks then, though, so it's just vacation time and no studies this time. :3 I'll be going there together with my little sister and I'm looking forward to that sooo much; it's going to be great to show her all the places I love and let her taste all the food I love and take purikura's and, everything. :3 I can't wait to go back home. :3 I also need to get myself together and study some more japanese before.... Though I am hopeless and have hardly opened the books since I got back to Sweden! ^^;;;;;;;
Enough of Japan - I might go crazy and actually order plane tickets and go to D&R in Tokyo if I talk about it more. XD
But Christmas! I hope everyone had a nice one? Mine was great - I'd looked forward to christmas so much this year. ♥ I don't know id I've mentioned this either (my goodness, I really am hopeless both updating AND remembering what I'd updated about!) but my parents got divorced a few months ago and it's been quite chaotic and hectic and, well, everything at once. But we still celebrated christmas together all of us - me, my mom, dad and my sister and brother. And it was still very nice being together, all of us on Christmas. I think I enjoyed it as much as I did partly because I couldn't celebrate with my family last year, since I was in Tokyo then. ^^ Either way, it's been really nice. ♥
I got so much lovely things; I really am so spoiled. :3 I got a nice pair of fuzzy slippers, a beautiful silver necklace, pink (!) toilet paper, lots of headbands with bows, clothing and some movies and other things. And... a system camera! I've wanted a system camera for ages since I really like taking pictures but I'm quite lousy at it... so I've been thinking that having a nice camera might help. :3 And I got a wonderful Nikon D3000. ♥
So now I have nothing else than myself to blame if my photos turn out bad lol! XD
I'm also going to post pictures of our Christmas smargasbord and the some of the christmas-candy we had. Because everyone knows that Christmas is really about eating until you can't move! \^_^/
The Christmas-table with Swedish Christmas-specialties. Janssons Temptation, Christmas ham, herring, meatballs, beetroots-sallad and so on and so forth... ^^ I made everything along with my mother. ♥
We also had, as is the custom, A LOAD of candy, both home-made, bought and given to us as gifts. This is the home-made one's; fudge, truffle's, knäck (toffees) and so on and so forth... Yumm. :333
And by now Christmas is over, and new year is up next. ^^ I don't really do anything special on New Years - mostly it's just me and sassy_86 having movie-sleep-overs, watching the Johnny's Countdowns and nothing more fancy than that. ^^ For me, New Year's not all that important. ^^
And tomrrow I need to get back to work... I have a massive fit of Sunday-angst right now, not wanting to go back to work tomorrow... but that's probably just because I've been on holiday for 4 days and it's always a little worse to go back to work when you've had more days off than the usual two-day weekend. But it's only three days work now, and then it's 4 days off again! ♥
And this got really long and extremely rambly and I need to repair a few pair of leggings before I go to sleep so I'll just say nitenite now. ^^/
Though I can't... stupid, stupid, stupid visa-rules. ;_______; Why are Japan so stupid when it comes to tourism and immigration and argh, I cry. ;_;
But even though I know I can't there is still that little tiny tiny whisper in the back of my head that says... what if it'd work. What if they'd make an exception just for me. though why they'd to that I have no idea... maybe I could cry hysterically at the airport while wailing IMAI TSUBASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and there'd be a Johnny's fan there who'd just understand???
No No, I should just accept that I can't go. Even though it huuurts... ;_;
And, I'm not sure if I've mentioned this here already but I'll be going back to Japan in March. I'll only be there for two weeks then, though, so it's just vacation time and no studies this time. :3 I'll be going there together with my little sister and I'm looking forward to that sooo much; it's going to be great to show her all the places I love and let her taste all the food I love and take purikura's and, everything. :3 I can't wait to go back home. :3 I also need to get myself together and study some more japanese before.... Though I am hopeless and have hardly opened the books since I got back to Sweden! ^^;;;;;;;
Enough of Japan - I might go crazy and actually order plane tickets and go to D&R in Tokyo if I talk about it more. XD
But Christmas! I hope everyone had a nice one? Mine was great - I'd looked forward to christmas so much this year. ♥ I don't know id I've mentioned this either (my goodness, I really am hopeless both updating AND remembering what I'd updated about!) but my parents got divorced a few months ago and it's been quite chaotic and hectic and, well, everything at once. But we still celebrated christmas together all of us - me, my mom, dad and my sister and brother. And it was still very nice being together, all of us on Christmas. I think I enjoyed it as much as I did partly because I couldn't celebrate with my family last year, since I was in Tokyo then. ^^ Either way, it's been really nice. ♥
I got so much lovely things; I really am so spoiled. :3 I got a nice pair of fuzzy slippers, a beautiful silver necklace, pink (!) toilet paper, lots of headbands with bows, clothing and some movies and other things. And... a system camera! I've wanted a system camera for ages since I really like taking pictures but I'm quite lousy at it... so I've been thinking that having a nice camera might help. :3 And I got a wonderful Nikon D3000. ♥
So now I have nothing else than myself to blame if my photos turn out bad lol! XD
I'm also going to post pictures of our Christmas smargasbord and the some of the christmas-candy we had. Because everyone knows that Christmas is really about eating until you can't move! \^_^/
The Christmas-table with Swedish Christmas-specialties. Janssons Temptation, Christmas ham, herring, meatballs, beetroots-sallad and so on and so forth... ^^ I made everything along with my mother. ♥
We also had, as is the custom, A LOAD of candy, both home-made, bought and given to us as gifts. This is the home-made one's; fudge, truffle's, knäck (toffees) and so on and so forth... Yumm. :333
And by now Christmas is over, and new year is up next. ^^ I don't really do anything special on New Years - mostly it's just me and sassy_86 having movie-sleep-overs, watching the Johnny's Countdowns and nothing more fancy than that. ^^ For me, New Year's not all that important. ^^
And tomrrow I need to get back to work... I have a massive fit of Sunday-angst right now, not wanting to go back to work tomorrow... but that's probably just because I've been on holiday for 4 days and it's always a little worse to go back to work when you've had more days off than the usual two-day weekend. But it's only three days work now, and then it's 4 days off again! ♥
And this got really long and extremely rambly and I need to repair a few pair of leggings before I go to sleep so I'll just say nitenite now. ^^/