Crappy day
I have had such a crappy day today. I just want to lock myself up and lie in bed and cry... and then watch PLAYZONE DVD and be happy again. I am suffering from such massive Tokyo lovesickness... it gets worse and worse each time. And then to add to it there's the jetlag and heavy Post Concert Depression too. It sounds silly but it's serious - I miss them so much and I just want to be there and watch them forever and ever. I don't want to be here, at all.
And then work was ALL crap today. I was in such a bad mood already to start with and then everything turned into chaos and then peoples wankery started and I was actually crying when I got home and went down to the laundry room... and our house manager was there to do some maintenence right then so it was kind of embarrassing. -_-;;;
I don't know what it is, but I'm just feeling really unstable at the moment. And I'm usually a very happy person but right now I don't have any energy to deal with people being stupid. I need to stop being so nice. Cruise with work tomorrow evening and I don't feel like it at all. Just want to stay home and watch PLAYZONE dvd.
Ahhh in such a grumpy mood. And it's even worse when people expect you to be happy - people have bad days all the time, but I don't want them. ;_;
And then work was ALL crap today. I was in such a bad mood already to start with and then everything turned into chaos and then peoples wankery started and I was actually crying when I got home and went down to the laundry room... and our house manager was there to do some maintenence right then so it was kind of embarrassing. -_-;;;
I don't know what it is, but I'm just feeling really unstable at the moment. And I'm usually a very happy person but right now I don't have any energy to deal with people being stupid. I need to stop being so nice. Cruise with work tomorrow evening and I don't feel like it at all. Just want to stay home and watch PLAYZONE dvd.
Ahhh in such a grumpy mood. And it's even worse when people expect you to be happy - people have bad days all the time, but I don't want them. ;_;