too much stress
:)
its almost spring break! i can't wait!
as far as school goes i am haunted by the urge to learn, mostly because for the first time in my life i'm taking classes that i want to take and what my dad thinks i'll like, no more friggen math! unfortunately my laxidazical atitude from highschool has followed and is hindering me a bit, but as long as i stay on the ball, i think i'm going to do just fine!
there's been lots of stress going on for me lately because for some reason jen and jake are not getting along, i'm at my best when they are! but from one side i have jen being "aggresively friendly" with jake for the most part he likes it but recentl he's being bothered by it, and jen's all like "jake's acting wierd" so i say i'll see what i can do aabout it, then i ask jake what's wrong and he's always like "i don't want to talk about it" which is cool, but i'm no closer to fixing things, i guess i could seperate them but back when they were on good terms they were involved together with some e-bay weelings and dealings.. but now that jake has gone threw this unexplained chainge it is ruining things for everyone!
perhaps i should cut my losses and pick up jake's e-bay slack for jen?
i don't know what to do?
last night jen encouraged me not to repay the faver that jake extended me because there was a situation that she was the witness too where jake had ripped me off before in a transaction, she said she decided not to tell me at the time because she was claiming that "if you were too stupid to know that you were getting ripped off, then you deserve it" ... i probubly did.. but it leads me to wonder what kind of friend lets thier friends knowlingly get ripped off? and ferthermore she was extremely vague about that instance making me wonder if i was being lied too.. she probubly just wanted me to activly punish jake for how he's been treating her!... i think there's got to be a reason
more stress!
well because of all the stress i believe we are all over due for a really hot party, unfortunately the best place to have a party is at someone's house, unfortunately none of own one of those!
my parents are leaving for bike week soon i was wishywashy about throwing a party then at our house, but due to the distruction at the last party my dad made it perfectly clear that it will not be happening again, then he ferther reminded me that it isn't "our house" it's "his house!"...well! but jen caught wind of the fact that our parents are leaving, and being well aware that she od overdue for a hot party she is deadset on taking advantage of this situaton!
in order for this to work the whole place has to be as it was! before they came over when they leave, because i am the worst cleaner in the world!.. and last time people were relunctant to help clean, and pluss eric woody left a bad tast in my mouth when the underaged chicks he was scrogging all night had the gall to insult me in my house the next morning, it's enough to make a man ill!!! (she wants to invite him back!) i say if i throw a party, it shall be ds owners, smash bros players, ddr players, and karaoke revolution players, anyone who wants some ass can party in the snow!..let me reprhase.. anyone who plans on using the facilities as an excuse to get ass...shoud do it in the snow!.. oh yeah, fun and friendly girls are welcome to party too!
....well i'm getting ahead of myself! that's the kind of party i would like to have, but since i can't trust anyone.... i better just take advantage of my parents absence to catch up on my studies!
its almost spring break! i can't wait!
as far as school goes i am haunted by the urge to learn, mostly because for the first time in my life i'm taking classes that i want to take and what my dad thinks i'll like, no more friggen math! unfortunately my laxidazical atitude from highschool has followed and is hindering me a bit, but as long as i stay on the ball, i think i'm going to do just fine!
there's been lots of stress going on for me lately because for some reason jen and jake are not getting along, i'm at my best when they are! but from one side i have jen being "aggresively friendly" with jake for the most part he likes it but recentl he's being bothered by it, and jen's all like "jake's acting wierd" so i say i'll see what i can do aabout it, then i ask jake what's wrong and he's always like "i don't want to talk about it" which is cool, but i'm no closer to fixing things, i guess i could seperate them but back when they were on good terms they were involved together with some e-bay weelings and dealings.. but now that jake has gone threw this unexplained chainge it is ruining things for everyone!
perhaps i should cut my losses and pick up jake's e-bay slack for jen?
i don't know what to do?
last night jen encouraged me not to repay the faver that jake extended me because there was a situation that she was the witness too where jake had ripped me off before in a transaction, she said she decided not to tell me at the time because she was claiming that "if you were too stupid to know that you were getting ripped off, then you deserve it" ... i probubly did.. but it leads me to wonder what kind of friend lets thier friends knowlingly get ripped off? and ferthermore she was extremely vague about that instance making me wonder if i was being lied too.. she probubly just wanted me to activly punish jake for how he's been treating her!... i think there's got to be a reason
more stress!
well because of all the stress i believe we are all over due for a really hot party, unfortunately the best place to have a party is at someone's house, unfortunately none of own one of those!
my parents are leaving for bike week soon i was wishywashy about throwing a party then at our house, but due to the distruction at the last party my dad made it perfectly clear that it will not be happening again, then he ferther reminded me that it isn't "our house" it's "his house!"...well! but jen caught wind of the fact that our parents are leaving, and being well aware that she od overdue for a hot party she is deadset on taking advantage of this situaton!
in order for this to work the whole place has to be as it was! before they came over when they leave, because i am the worst cleaner in the world!.. and last time people were relunctant to help clean, and pluss eric woody left a bad tast in my mouth when the underaged chicks he was scrogging all night had the gall to insult me in my house the next morning, it's enough to make a man ill!!! (she wants to invite him back!) i say if i throw a party, it shall be ds owners, smash bros players, ddr players, and karaoke revolution players, anyone who wants some ass can party in the snow!..let me reprhase.. anyone who plans on using the facilities as an excuse to get ass...shoud do it in the snow!.. oh yeah, fun and friendly girls are welcome to party too!
....well i'm getting ahead of myself! that's the kind of party i would like to have, but since i can't trust anyone.... i better just take advantage of my parents absence to catch up on my studies!