Depressing Dreams
I keep having dreams about this guy I am in love with. It's very depressing. In this one he told me he was gay and then he died and I stayed by his bedside the whole time he was in the hospital, even his family wasn't there as much as I was. When they were in there I would be just outside the door and would go in when they left. Also in the dream my mom had to forge something for me and it was revealed that my mom and day were going to split up (but got back together) but before they did my dad had made arrangements to go on a date with Tyra Banks...Anyways...now I am depressed and still in love. What do you do when you aren't the perfect woman to the man of your dreams?