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still hate mornings. at least this time i remembered to eat chocolate!
lmao the radio host has a british accent and his name is kingsly. KINGSLY!
i think the world needs more cello sonatas also.
but really. i am proud of myself. i woke up, have been waking up. no more icky oversleeping.
lol maybe i should set my alarm for later...
i am already bored and anxious to leave. but i have to at least finish this coffee; i mean c'mon. C'MON.
i'm not sure why i repeatedly attempt to engage people who refuse to play fair. after a certain points its just stupidity. like throwing oneself against a brick wall.
on the other hand.... well it would matter if there were anything i could do.
tis rather strange how caffeine addiction is acceptable to all... or almost all. people are feindish in their devotion. cause it helps us go. why not adderall eh?
which reminds me i randomly tell coworkers tidbits of fact about nicotine and they're like oh uh huh thanks... but... they don't care. i think its interesting! being angry depletes nicotine from the blood which is why it makes you crave... tada... moar nicotine! so when you feel better really its jus you not craving nicotine anymore, not you actually being calmer in any real sense. in a way thats a relief because you are no longer feeling nicotine withdrawl, but that jus brings you up to the level a normal, nonsmoking person would be at to begin with. (side note: i am getting better at not overreacting to things i think. woohoo!) explains the weirdness between cigarettes causing adrenaline release and smokers reporting a feeling of "calm". FECKIN ADDICTS. *ahem*
what else? hmmmmm. guess nothing much. growth of my cocaine nail is going exceedingly well. tis quite odd having one long nail but... eh. super fun to play with.
tonight i have to work on my essay no matter how little i care.
lmao the radio host has a british accent and his name is kingsly. KINGSLY!
i think the world needs more cello sonatas also.
but really. i am proud of myself. i woke up, have been waking up. no more icky oversleeping.
lol maybe i should set my alarm for later...
i am already bored and anxious to leave. but i have to at least finish this coffee; i mean c'mon. C'MON.
i'm not sure why i repeatedly attempt to engage people who refuse to play fair. after a certain points its just stupidity. like throwing oneself against a brick wall.
on the other hand.... well it would matter if there were anything i could do.
tis rather strange how caffeine addiction is acceptable to all... or almost all. people are feindish in their devotion. cause it helps us go. why not adderall eh?
which reminds me i randomly tell coworkers tidbits of fact about nicotine and they're like oh uh huh thanks... but... they don't care. i think its interesting! being angry depletes nicotine from the blood which is why it makes you crave... tada... moar nicotine! so when you feel better really its jus you not craving nicotine anymore, not you actually being calmer in any real sense. in a way thats a relief because you are no longer feeling nicotine withdrawl, but that jus brings you up to the level a normal, nonsmoking person would be at to begin with. (side note: i am getting better at not overreacting to things i think. woohoo!) explains the weirdness between cigarettes causing adrenaline release and smokers reporting a feeling of "calm". FECKIN ADDICTS. *ahem*
what else? hmmmmm. guess nothing much. growth of my cocaine nail is going exceedingly well. tis quite odd having one long nail but... eh. super fun to play with.
tonight i have to work on my essay no matter how little i care.