Wiccan, and others.
So... Today's been a good day- like a birthday. Only because I make it so.
Actually, I've declined to get into Christianity too often much more, besides having a relationship with god only due to perhaps... Humans inserting things into religion for brainwashing behaviors, and/or money making process and the concerns of the people who tend to get offended when someone says stuff. I don't know if they're true Christians or not, but... To murder people for saying stuff, to force people to obey one religion, and to reject all others? o_o somethings just not right.
I'm going with wiccan for now, not 100% on anything, just know. It's very interesting... I do know that it has plenty of bad after effects, so I only suspect to use it for a short amount of time. Many wiccans i've known are unhappy for the rule of alchemy. One should not abuse it, or abuse anything for that fact.
Here's my Rune reading for today...
"The Diamond spread reveals the dynamic forces at work in a situation. It is the spread of choice for understanding a hidden conflict. Gold Runes are most commonly used for questions about business, career, and property.
The bottom rune represents the foundation that forms the basis of the issue. Isa is the rune symbolizing Ice - cold, stagnant, frozen, and unchanging. This rune suggests heat removed not just from anger or conflict, but from passion as well. Paradoxically, Isa conveys images of slippery slopes and unsure footing, but also of circumstances that have crystallized and become utterly immutable. Remember that in the cold north, ice is not just THE challenge to be overcome, but the very nature of the environment. Be courageous, for you work against this element every day. Will you fight alone or with others against this, our common foe? Is there much worse than lack of change?
The left rune represents one of the forces acting on the issue at hand. Gebo means gift, and like many gifts, the rune may be understood on many levels. Gifts are generally positive things, for both the giver and the recipient. In many cultures however, gifts and favors carry with them an obligation to respond in kind. It is for this reason that gifts, and hence the rune Gebo, are frequently symbolic of friendships, marriages, alliances, mergers, and other bonds between people or organizations. Gebo is a strong rune and the unions represented are strong as well. Moreover, Gebo is not reversible, as true friendships are not easily undone.
The right rune represents another of the forces acting on the issue at hand. Algiz can be easily recognized as the antlers of the elk that it represents. The elk can represent victory, but is much more appropriately associated with the thrill of the hunt itself. This rune therefore can portend vigor and success in active endeavors. Also, this rune seems symbolic of a hand with outstretched fingers - a protective hand. This hand may suggest that you will be shielded from things negative - the problems still exist, you are spared the brunt of their force.
The top rune represents the conclusion to which your strivings can carry you. Ansuz is the spoken word of God. This rune is reversed, indicating that you are misunderstanding the divine voice or failing to hear it all. The word is always correct, so you must strive, whatever the difficulty, to hear correctly. Be wary of the advice you are given, for it may prove incorrect. Do not attribute infallibility to fallible sources... "
This oddly seems true when I do the first reading of whatever question. The 'shielding' from all things negative may be in line with my current atmosphere- creating a shield of light to reflect all things negative. This is not an invisible force that may be untrue, for it seems true in every single way right now, and many things with negative effect have vanished from my mental view point. God just keeps saying to forget everything and to just marry. And why he keeps setting me up with my true love... I must ask, what is it?! "find out for yourself". But... Ah. Yes, I believe! But what the heck is my mind saying to me otherwise? The reason for all the rest of everything else? It'll be fine, there's nothing I worry about.
Yet again... "The rune represents the critical factor in the issue at hand. Hagalaz is the rune of hail. Hail is a destructive and elemental force, so one can expect this rune to represent the disruption of one's life. In the harsh northern winter there is a halt to activity, and so delay or hindrance is frequently associated with this rune. The opposite of chaos is yet more chaos, as illustrated by the fact that this rune cannot be reversed."
I've been pondering on some facts... An abusive person generally acts the way I have, and I wish to be forgiven for that. I hadn't the info. I needed, and wanted, and I truly want to rest at my lover's arms. I think i've learned something no one else could learn due to so much information out there. That being, in a clear mind... The answer isn't simply to hurt someone, to harm someone, no matter what the cost. The answer is to support, no matter what type of person they are. The reason I've come to that, is that is truly a happy relationship. I have had the same exact situation affect me, I am not perfect either. And knowledge on the belief that a human is what it is... There could be much worse. And I like Dark for who he is, the way he moves, the way he watches over me (guides me, close in public, provides physical and emotional needs), the way he is loyal- faithful- believable, the way he is affectionate to me which is 100% on DNA, personality, and 'time for the moment' which is something so special that nothing could replace that. One small thing could actually distort that, just like a change in DNA. That being on the basis of behavior towards them (not on their behavior unless in that specific). I believe we've both had problems, but I'm not willing to degrade just for one simple mistake. I've made a huge mistake, and I've been in the same place. But that doesn't mean I deserve what I've done to another. It just means I had to learn a little, for I am not one deserving of degradation.
For every action, there is the same reaction toward you.
That holds true. For something negative, it reflects back. For something positive, it reflects back. Anything you do comes right back. For relationship, it only happens 100 times quicker- to tell the truth.
All of this is said on belief "one must be currently doing in order to do in the future" in order to see if you can actually do it, to see the outcome, to hold responsible for it, and to be ready for that. That holds very true sine I've always treated him as married- and will do. I am willing, once again, to see you as I have before, to offer the same things I had, to have faith, and to accept no other offers. I am by your side. I will believe in what you believe in, I will stand for what you stand in. For this is about us, no one other. Not personal, but broad.
I really want someone to settle down with, for some *odd odd odd reason I haven't a clue... But, perhaps our wishes and desires always mimic each other, constantly. I haven't a clue why... I really want you to know that I am supporting you, and using as much communication ideas as possible to try and help to our goal. I'm sorry for overreacting over some silly mistake, and not considering that it's just something small i've done myself. Sometimes I just feel threatened...
<3 -your love is still around-
I'll just have a good time, ya'll. Later =D
Actually, I've declined to get into Christianity too often much more, besides having a relationship with god only due to perhaps... Humans inserting things into religion for brainwashing behaviors, and/or money making process and the concerns of the people who tend to get offended when someone says stuff. I don't know if they're true Christians or not, but... To murder people for saying stuff, to force people to obey one religion, and to reject all others? o_o somethings just not right.
I'm going with wiccan for now, not 100% on anything, just know. It's very interesting... I do know that it has plenty of bad after effects, so I only suspect to use it for a short amount of time. Many wiccans i've known are unhappy for the rule of alchemy. One should not abuse it, or abuse anything for that fact.
Here's my Rune reading for today...
"The Diamond spread reveals the dynamic forces at work in a situation. It is the spread of choice for understanding a hidden conflict. Gold Runes are most commonly used for questions about business, career, and property.
The bottom rune represents the foundation that forms the basis of the issue. Isa is the rune symbolizing Ice - cold, stagnant, frozen, and unchanging. This rune suggests heat removed not just from anger or conflict, but from passion as well. Paradoxically, Isa conveys images of slippery slopes and unsure footing, but also of circumstances that have crystallized and become utterly immutable. Remember that in the cold north, ice is not just THE challenge to be overcome, but the very nature of the environment. Be courageous, for you work against this element every day. Will you fight alone or with others against this, our common foe? Is there much worse than lack of change?
The left rune represents one of the forces acting on the issue at hand. Gebo means gift, and like many gifts, the rune may be understood on many levels. Gifts are generally positive things, for both the giver and the recipient. In many cultures however, gifts and favors carry with them an obligation to respond in kind. It is for this reason that gifts, and hence the rune Gebo, are frequently symbolic of friendships, marriages, alliances, mergers, and other bonds between people or organizations. Gebo is a strong rune and the unions represented are strong as well. Moreover, Gebo is not reversible, as true friendships are not easily undone.
The right rune represents another of the forces acting on the issue at hand. Algiz can be easily recognized as the antlers of the elk that it represents. The elk can represent victory, but is much more appropriately associated with the thrill of the hunt itself. This rune therefore can portend vigor and success in active endeavors. Also, this rune seems symbolic of a hand with outstretched fingers - a protective hand. This hand may suggest that you will be shielded from things negative - the problems still exist, you are spared the brunt of their force.
The top rune represents the conclusion to which your strivings can carry you. Ansuz is the spoken word of God. This rune is reversed, indicating that you are misunderstanding the divine voice or failing to hear it all. The word is always correct, so you must strive, whatever the difficulty, to hear correctly. Be wary of the advice you are given, for it may prove incorrect. Do not attribute infallibility to fallible sources... "
This oddly seems true when I do the first reading of whatever question. The 'shielding' from all things negative may be in line with my current atmosphere- creating a shield of light to reflect all things negative. This is not an invisible force that may be untrue, for it seems true in every single way right now, and many things with negative effect have vanished from my mental view point. God just keeps saying to forget everything and to just marry. And why he keeps setting me up with my true love... I must ask, what is it?! "find out for yourself". But... Ah. Yes, I believe! But what the heck is my mind saying to me otherwise? The reason for all the rest of everything else? It'll be fine, there's nothing I worry about.
Yet again... "The rune represents the critical factor in the issue at hand. Hagalaz is the rune of hail. Hail is a destructive and elemental force, so one can expect this rune to represent the disruption of one's life. In the harsh northern winter there is a halt to activity, and so delay or hindrance is frequently associated with this rune. The opposite of chaos is yet more chaos, as illustrated by the fact that this rune cannot be reversed."
I've been pondering on some facts... An abusive person generally acts the way I have, and I wish to be forgiven for that. I hadn't the info. I needed, and wanted, and I truly want to rest at my lover's arms. I think i've learned something no one else could learn due to so much information out there. That being, in a clear mind... The answer isn't simply to hurt someone, to harm someone, no matter what the cost. The answer is to support, no matter what type of person they are. The reason I've come to that, is that is truly a happy relationship. I have had the same exact situation affect me, I am not perfect either. And knowledge on the belief that a human is what it is... There could be much worse. And I like Dark for who he is, the way he moves, the way he watches over me (guides me, close in public, provides physical and emotional needs), the way he is loyal- faithful- believable, the way he is affectionate to me which is 100% on DNA, personality, and 'time for the moment' which is something so special that nothing could replace that. One small thing could actually distort that, just like a change in DNA. That being on the basis of behavior towards them (not on their behavior unless in that specific). I believe we've both had problems, but I'm not willing to degrade just for one simple mistake. I've made a huge mistake, and I've been in the same place. But that doesn't mean I deserve what I've done to another. It just means I had to learn a little, for I am not one deserving of degradation.
For every action, there is the same reaction toward you.
That holds true. For something negative, it reflects back. For something positive, it reflects back. Anything you do comes right back. For relationship, it only happens 100 times quicker- to tell the truth.
All of this is said on belief "one must be currently doing in order to do in the future" in order to see if you can actually do it, to see the outcome, to hold responsible for it, and to be ready for that. That holds very true sine I've always treated him as married- and will do. I am willing, once again, to see you as I have before, to offer the same things I had, to have faith, and to accept no other offers. I am by your side. I will believe in what you believe in, I will stand for what you stand in. For this is about us, no one other. Not personal, but broad.
I really want someone to settle down with, for some *odd odd odd reason I haven't a clue... But, perhaps our wishes and desires always mimic each other, constantly. I haven't a clue why... I really want you to know that I am supporting you, and using as much communication ideas as possible to try and help to our goal. I'm sorry for overreacting over some silly mistake, and not considering that it's just something small i've done myself. Sometimes I just feel threatened...
<3 -your love is still around-
I'll just have a good time, ya'll. Later =D