just a bit stressed
okay sooooo ive been getting just a bit stressed lately....actually a lot.....i honestly can not pick a school...im just not good at this whole PICK THE REST OF YOUR LIFE THING....i dunno why and i might just go for my extreme college choice method*, which would be fine with me but then my parents are like oh well why did you choose that and i dont think they will take "CUZ THATS WHAT I GOT IN MY EXTREME CHOICE GAME"....also i can not count the amount of people who ask be EVERDAY where i am going i kinda felt bad cuz yesterday i kinda flipped on my friend jr cuz he honestly didnt know that many ppl have asked me and he was just wondering but by soooo many people asking me its making me all the more EEEEE....soo i read rens like entry and im in the same boat...college is sooo much money and i just dont have it and i cant make my parents pay it cuz they dont have it either....i mean high school money was a lot for three kids and my brother and sister went to private school since like 7th and 8th grade thats a lot of moola....soo i just dont know....should i pic my school just by how much it costs? i dont really wannna do it that way but would that be most pratical? i dunno...
also prom is innnn 23 days.....i dont have a dress, hair appt, shoes, bag....eh im soooo behind...but i mean i dooo have a date which is good cuz if i didnt at this point id prob just like curl up and rock in the corner....i mean i know im gonna have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun at prom...cuz its me but i dunno STRESS once i get a dress ill be much better, too bad im too big to find the dress i want in my size...meh....
soo all my pieces for the art show is done...thats a lot of stress off of me...which is nice...but still eeee...my great aunt is coming up for the show... im excited about that because shes the cutest old lady ever....everyone who meets her dont worry if she calls you lovey like a bazillion times or tells you to watch out for a string cuz u might trip on it when itsl ike 100 ft away hahah...ne way i should get back to class....
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also prom is innnn 23 days.....i dont have a dress, hair appt, shoes, bag....eh im soooo behind...but i mean i dooo have a date which is good cuz if i didnt at this point id prob just like curl up and rock in the corner....i mean i know im gonna have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun at prom...cuz its me but i dunno STRESS once i get a dress ill be much better, too bad im too big to find the dress i want in my size...meh....
soo all my pieces for the art show is done...thats a lot of stress off of me...which is nice...but still eeee...my great aunt is coming up for the show... im excited about that because shes the cutest old lady ever....everyone who meets her dont worry if she calls you lovey like a bazillion times or tells you to watch out for a string cuz u might trip on it when itsl ike 100 ft away hahah...ne way i should get back to class....
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