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What if "depressed" people are the only ones to see the world clearly? What if existence is hollow? Should we take drugs to alter our perception of this reality? Is it better to know the truth?
I might go to Italy or France next year to generally hang around all day and read. Although, truth be told, I do a lot of that here in the U.S. I've convinced myself that it will have a different flavor in Europe, where things are pretty. I am not happy here. I am not happy in what I am doing. I figure a change is in order. It's possible that this change I'm arranging isn't big enough, but at least it involves a lot of wine and nothing practical. I am sick of practicality. It's a hard thing to fight, though.
I might go to Italy or France next year to generally hang around all day and read. Although, truth be told, I do a lot of that here in the U.S. I've convinced myself that it will have a different flavor in Europe, where things are pretty. I am not happy here. I am not happy in what I am doing. I figure a change is in order. It's possible that this change I'm arranging isn't big enough, but at least it involves a lot of wine and nothing practical. I am sick of practicality. It's a hard thing to fight, though.