I wish I didn't eat my feelings.. I think I'm gonna be sick.
You guys are awesome. Everything everyone
commented here and outside of my journal was awesome. So
inspiring, motivating, and helpful. I have bad news though: my
mom really didn't want me to go. Something about 2 months touring
around the country just didn't sit well with her. And yeah, I
definitely felt like saying, "Fuck it. It's my life. I need
to do what I want.." BUT, she does so much for me. She
helps me with everything. She is the reason I have a car, an
apartment, and a college education. I can't do something that
goes against her wishes.
This sucks. But, I'll be able to play around more this summer. Europe for a couple weeks? Fuck. Let's make it a month.
I need to get out of this place.
I need some big changes in my life. And that scares me a little. I can't wait to get back to my apartment. Saturday can't come soon enough. There's a chance that this place won't see me for a while.
I need to get out of this place.
This sucks. But, I'll be able to play around more this summer. Europe for a couple weeks? Fuck. Let's make it a month.
I need to get out of this place.
I need some big changes in my life. And that scares me a little. I can't wait to get back to my apartment. Saturday can't come soon enough. There's a chance that this place won't see me for a while.
I need to get out of this place.