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What to say? What to say?
Nothing really is going on, I'm just working and going out as always. I'm taking a semester off of school and then going back this Spring. I think it'll really help me out, I need to know what I want to do, and I've got more time to think about it now and it's really helping me already. The only bad thing is, I don't get to see everyone all the time, but it's ok, this is what I have to do now. For myself.
Well, there's someone who likes me now and I like her, but wow.. it's complicated. I like her a lot, and yes I want to date her.. but I dunno if I can stop being selfish to do it. I mean selfish as in "I'm used to doing what I want to do, when I want to do it".. eventually that will stop in a relationship, but I've been avoiding relationships for so long, I don't know if I wanna give up my 'freedom'. I will, eventually, I know that... I do anything to make people happy and keep them that way, even if it's no benefit to myself.
Other news... not really anything. Thursday night at the High Dive with David and everybody else. Prolly gonna be crunk, prolly gonna be dancin, etc. Pretty much the usual, ya know?
Alright, that's it for now. Peace.
Nothing really is going on, I'm just working and going out as always. I'm taking a semester off of school and then going back this Spring. I think it'll really help me out, I need to know what I want to do, and I've got more time to think about it now and it's really helping me already. The only bad thing is, I don't get to see everyone all the time, but it's ok, this is what I have to do now. For myself.
Well, there's someone who likes me now and I like her, but wow.. it's complicated. I like her a lot, and yes I want to date her.. but I dunno if I can stop being selfish to do it. I mean selfish as in "I'm used to doing what I want to do, when I want to do it".. eventually that will stop in a relationship, but I've been avoiding relationships for so long, I don't know if I wanna give up my 'freedom'. I will, eventually, I know that... I do anything to make people happy and keep them that way, even if it's no benefit to myself.
Other news... not really anything. Thursday night at the High Dive with David and everybody else. Prolly gonna be crunk, prolly gonna be dancin, etc. Pretty much the usual, ya know?
Alright, that's it for now. Peace.