i see this summer sucking.. [excuse the emotion.. this might get deleted]

[lucysdiamonds]

WHEN THE FUCK DID EVERYONE GET A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?!

edit: no. i'm not even kidding. all of my boys. all of them. i thought there might be one left. NOPE. found out he's seeing someone. FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC. it would be awesome if i haven't gotten rejected by every single guy in the past year.

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[g00dbye_bluesky]

amen.

[lucysdiamonds]

good, i'm not the only one.

so i thought of you tonight because i came within 5 inches of chris carraba and he smiled at me and then you were the first person that popped into my mind to tell. :D

[g00dbye_bluesky]

ahhh no wayy!! we saw him at northeastern a month ago and we were front row. and i got his guitar pick! and then i died because he's so beautiful and wonderful.

that makes me so happy that you thought of me to tell! haha.

we were actually at dinner today talking about all of the people who have dropped out/transferred from the ec and your name came up! what are you up to these days anyway?

[lucysdiamonds]

haha, excellent. he is definitely beautiful. i'm in love.

i hope good things were said! anyone else as cool as me leave? :D hm, what am i up to.. good question. probably a whole lot of nothing. majoring in history, and minoring in psychology and procrastination. i'm doing a lot of volunteer work with a teen group, which is awesome. i won't lie, i'm a lot happier here than i was at emmanuel. what's random though is my roommate for next year actually went to emmanuel too. :) we both decided to transfer for different reasons, and now we're really good friends. made the transition a lot easier. um. what else? no intramural sports for me this year. :(

it makes me sad on the inside that we didn't hang out that much. no lie.

[g00dbye_bluesky]

i knowwww. boo. it's good to hear that you're so happy though. that's always good!
emmanuel is really hit or miss, i feel like. i feel like i hit it but there are days when i feel like i definitely missed hah.

the lack of hang outage at the ec was probably due to a certain ex boyfriend of mine. but i guess we can't help that now. i'm slightly tweaking out because today marks a year since we officially broke up. (i use the term "officially" because were were so ridiculously on and off this year who knows where we start and where we end)i feel like he and i both lost some potentially good friends from that whole thing, but he kinda brought that one on himself, haha.

ah, the good old days. can you believe we're seniors? i can't. it feels like yesterday i was visiting you and colleen in loretto...:]

[g00dbye_bluesky]

ohh my god i used the term "i feel like" about 30843908039 times in that comment. i apologize for my complete lack of originality.

[lucysdiamonds]

haha, how is the charmer? last i heard he's dating a high schooler??
although, i shouldn't judge; my friend ethan who graduated with me is dating my sister, who's graduating this year.. but i think we have the right to judge andrew ;) i understand the tweaking out.. i recently saw my first serious boyfriend for the first time in a long time and i had a small panic attack.. right before a presentation i had to perform for a class!

and YOU might be a senior, but i am officially taking the 5 year plan and loving it. :) i just tell people i'm in my 3rd [going into my 4th!] year. so weird though.. i feel old. and i'm not even 21 yet! :P