xX you say tomatoe... Xx
today was really boring. i didn't do anything all that special except for hang out with my mom, which i do enjoy. right now my dad, brother, and cousins are in atlantic city, leaving the house to just us ladies.
sometimes i feel bad for my mom. she's stepped on by a lot of people and her heart is just so good. i regret all the times i lied to my mom and made her upset and disappointed with me. she trully is a remarkable and strong woman who i look up to with all my heart.
i watched movies with my mom alllll day. i sat and watched the joy luck club with her and i balled my eyes out all afternoon. then we went to the movie store and rented a bunch of movies. funny: i wanted to rent hysterical blindess but i put it down last minute and it came on tv todsy... glad i didnt waste money on it then.
kramer really pisses me off. he called me the other night, so i called him back tonight and we talked for like 10 minutes, then hes like ill call you later, i promise. and then he didn't. even though i send him out a big FUCK YOU, i'm also iming him at the moment. i fucking hate having ovaries, thus contributing to the fact that i am of the weaker, more insecure sex. it really does suck. why can't i just be ok with out attention from boys? fuck it
tomorrow im going to pacific sunwear to spend my $25 gift card im excited
i have a huge crush on my manager at work, daniel
he will be mine!
<3
Ashley
sometimes i feel bad for my mom. she's stepped on by a lot of people and her heart is just so good. i regret all the times i lied to my mom and made her upset and disappointed with me. she trully is a remarkable and strong woman who i look up to with all my heart.
i watched movies with my mom alllll day. i sat and watched the joy luck club with her and i balled my eyes out all afternoon. then we went to the movie store and rented a bunch of movies. funny: i wanted to rent hysterical blindess but i put it down last minute and it came on tv todsy... glad i didnt waste money on it then.
kramer really pisses me off. he called me the other night, so i called him back tonight and we talked for like 10 minutes, then hes like ill call you later, i promise. and then he didn't. even though i send him out a big FUCK YOU, i'm also iming him at the moment. i fucking hate having ovaries, thus contributing to the fact that i am of the weaker, more insecure sex. it really does suck. why can't i just be ok with out attention from boys? fuck it
tomorrow im going to pacific sunwear to spend my $25 gift card im excited
i have a huge crush on my manager at work, daniel
he will be mine!
<3
Ashley