xX what's the worst thing i could say? is it better if i stay? Xx
AnyFUCKINGwho
last night was interesting, i talked to damon for the first time in like 2 months... it was kinda awkward, but enjoyable. for some god unknown reason i have always really liked him. there was some awkwardness because i was deleting people out of my phone and i accidentally hit his number to call, but i immediately hung up, then when he called me a minute later, i knew he thought i had called him. after i cleared it up, he seemed kinda upset because he's like "oh, you didnt want to talk to me then?"
whatever... apparently we're gonna chill sometime soon, but i dunno about all that, he totaled his car so i really don't see how we could meet up. i wish he lived closer. ugh, i hate crushes. anyways, he was like "you were the last person i had sex with. who was the last person you had sex with?" i went "hold on" and when i came back i changed the subject. SMOOOOOOTH
so he was at his friends house where everyone was getting drunk and his friend pj grabbed the phone and talked to me for like 10 minutes while damon was hitting a bowl. pj was hollering at me and telling me he was sexier than damon.... nice friends damon, nice friends
whatever, the conversation was somewhat amusing. he told me about how he really like me, but thought i was always mean to him. i told him he was a pussy and needs to grow up. i am not mean, and i have never been anything other than nice to that boy. he's such a girl. he asked me if i was still friends with "blondie" i told him no and that we had a huge falling out and i left it at that. i felt no need to dignify a dumb question with the truth.
that boy gets me so worked up. ugh, i told him, "this isn't how it's suppose to be. i'm supposed to be more pursued by you if you want me" he's like "lower your pride and just admit you like me and want to hang out with me" and i said "no, if you wanna chill with me you have to make effort." he claims he's tired of pursuing girls that are only going to hurt him. sorry, not my problem. i am not a charity worker.
my hair is black and i look goth. it angers me, but whatever
i have done TONS of shopping and i'm so excited to go to school and dress cute and sit on campus. hooray!
i have work in 30 minutes and i REALLY don't want to go, but whatever
i'm tryna rock something shady tomorrow so i can go out and have a ravetastic night.
<3
Ashley
last night was interesting, i talked to damon for the first time in like 2 months... it was kinda awkward, but enjoyable. for some god unknown reason i have always really liked him. there was some awkwardness because i was deleting people out of my phone and i accidentally hit his number to call, but i immediately hung up, then when he called me a minute later, i knew he thought i had called him. after i cleared it up, he seemed kinda upset because he's like "oh, you didnt want to talk to me then?"
whatever... apparently we're gonna chill sometime soon, but i dunno about all that, he totaled his car so i really don't see how we could meet up. i wish he lived closer. ugh, i hate crushes. anyways, he was like "you were the last person i had sex with. who was the last person you had sex with?" i went "hold on" and when i came back i changed the subject. SMOOOOOOTH
so he was at his friends house where everyone was getting drunk and his friend pj grabbed the phone and talked to me for like 10 minutes while damon was hitting a bowl. pj was hollering at me and telling me he was sexier than damon.... nice friends damon, nice friends
whatever, the conversation was somewhat amusing. he told me about how he really like me, but thought i was always mean to him. i told him he was a pussy and needs to grow up. i am not mean, and i have never been anything other than nice to that boy. he's such a girl. he asked me if i was still friends with "blondie" i told him no and that we had a huge falling out and i left it at that. i felt no need to dignify a dumb question with the truth.
that boy gets me so worked up. ugh, i told him, "this isn't how it's suppose to be. i'm supposed to be more pursued by you if you want me" he's like "lower your pride and just admit you like me and want to hang out with me" and i said "no, if you wanna chill with me you have to make effort." he claims he's tired of pursuing girls that are only going to hurt him. sorry, not my problem. i am not a charity worker.
my hair is black and i look goth. it angers me, but whatever
i have done TONS of shopping and i'm so excited to go to school and dress cute and sit on campus. hooray!
i have work in 30 minutes and i REALLY don't want to go, but whatever
i'm tryna rock something shady tomorrow so i can go out and have a ravetastic night.
<3
Ashley