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Yeyness.. had a pretty cool weekend I have XD lol
Went to see matt on Saturday. Ended up going on the rong train and ending up in Huddersfield instead of Penistone but that’s a TOTALLY different story :D worked out alrite in the end tho cos I met Liam in Huddersfield Train Station so had a cool chat with him on the way back to Penistone :P lmao.. im such a blonde :)
Neway.. me and matt just randomly monged for like 8 hrs in his room! It was proper cool.. hes really sweet and makes me feel all goooooey :) ha ha im such a geek.. hes really really just adorable tho - sent me a msg today saying he was listening to that brown eyed girl song and all he cud think about was me and my "beautiful eyes” oooooh its all cool! :D lmao.. hes kinda almost 21 which is a bit poo but still - does age matter that much?! :S
I also had a fab time at work last nite! :D was working with danny and we had SUCH a laff.. we just both cudnt b arsed at all so decided to take a relaxed approach to it which kinda failed. I got shouted at by 3 people which was wank, but I got to take my anger out on danny by hitting him with a serving cloth which was fun ;) also ended up getting covered in cream due to incidents in the sweet kitchen, but that’s another story. Hes sooo fab tho and PROPER gorgeous :D oh the fun work brings…
Has been my daddys birthday today so we went for a picnic by this reservoir place. Twas really beautiful and prettyful - made me think which was cool. I’ve realised I havent actually thort about stuff lately - many matts, life, work, school everything really! I’ve come to the conclusion men can wait till after exams and I told matt that, and he sed he understood that I needed to concentrate on my exams which I really appreciated :P that’s another thing… exams. Im gonna have to get sum serious revision done or im gonna fail. Gots my french oral two weeks today. im shitting it.. :S t’will b cool - I can cope! Lol
I’ve also decided to forget about the other matt in my life. Mr gordon that is.. Ive spent enuff time thinking and crying over him. He aint worth nemore of my tears. Maybe when exams are over and he’s realised that a certain person doesn’t appreciate him for who he is or what he does, then maybe, just maybe. Its up to him.. I aint gonna carry on telling him I “love” him.. its me that gets hurt everytime so there aint no point. Everything will sort itself out im sure of it - its just gonna take time. Looks like I’ll just have to wait….
Went to see matt on Saturday. Ended up going on the rong train and ending up in Huddersfield instead of Penistone but that’s a TOTALLY different story :D worked out alrite in the end tho cos I met Liam in Huddersfield Train Station so had a cool chat with him on the way back to Penistone :P lmao.. im such a blonde :)
Neway.. me and matt just randomly monged for like 8 hrs in his room! It was proper cool.. hes really sweet and makes me feel all goooooey :) ha ha im such a geek.. hes really really just adorable tho - sent me a msg today saying he was listening to that brown eyed girl song and all he cud think about was me and my "beautiful eyes” oooooh its all cool! :D lmao.. hes kinda almost 21 which is a bit poo but still - does age matter that much?! :S
I also had a fab time at work last nite! :D was working with danny and we had SUCH a laff.. we just both cudnt b arsed at all so decided to take a relaxed approach to it which kinda failed. I got shouted at by 3 people which was wank, but I got to take my anger out on danny by hitting him with a serving cloth which was fun ;) also ended up getting covered in cream due to incidents in the sweet kitchen, but that’s another story. Hes sooo fab tho and PROPER gorgeous :D oh the fun work brings…
Has been my daddys birthday today so we went for a picnic by this reservoir place. Twas really beautiful and prettyful - made me think which was cool. I’ve realised I havent actually thort about stuff lately - many matts, life, work, school everything really! I’ve come to the conclusion men can wait till after exams and I told matt that, and he sed he understood that I needed to concentrate on my exams which I really appreciated :P that’s another thing… exams. Im gonna have to get sum serious revision done or im gonna fail. Gots my french oral two weeks today. im shitting it.. :S t’will b cool - I can cope! Lol
I’ve also decided to forget about the other matt in my life. Mr gordon that is.. Ive spent enuff time thinking and crying over him. He aint worth nemore of my tears. Maybe when exams are over and he’s realised that a certain person doesn’t appreciate him for who he is or what he does, then maybe, just maybe. Its up to him.. I aint gonna carry on telling him I “love” him.. its me that gets hurt everytime so there aint no point. Everything will sort itself out im sure of it - its just gonna take time. Looks like I’ll just have to wait….