stay up late
My internet was out in my room for the past three months. Now it works again, so I might actually be on this myspace thinger every once in a while. I know how you've all missed me.
I got a job, finally. It's this coolish place next to the Tomato called Texas Jive (TJ's). Part of it is a bar, part's a music venue, and the kitchen makes pizza, wings, and other stuff like lasagna. I'm a delivery driver. We get treated like monkeys and paid minimum wage, but tips are pretty sweet, I listen to my music by myself all day, and the people there are laid back and have a sense of humor. Well... for the most part. They have me working 45+ hours a week though, and that's not going to work out much longer. I'm tired and weak all the time, and I keep getting sick.
People that I thought hated me in high school friend me on myspace, and I feel kinda bad about it but I'm always skeptical. I always assume they just want to be an asshole by friending me. That's kinda backwards, huh? I guess I need to work on that. But if these people never spoke to me when we saw each other every frickin day, why should they want to join my e-posse? Or have me in theirs?
Alex and I are dating and I'm very happy with the situation. I'm learning to be less and less afraid of him. Trust is pretty cool. I don't think I've ever done this part before. I mean, I've trusted guys... but I trust them to be themselves. This is a new trust, somehow.
I got a job, finally. It's this coolish place next to the Tomato called Texas Jive (TJ's). Part of it is a bar, part's a music venue, and the kitchen makes pizza, wings, and other stuff like lasagna. I'm a delivery driver. We get treated like monkeys and paid minimum wage, but tips are pretty sweet, I listen to my music by myself all day, and the people there are laid back and have a sense of humor. Well... for the most part. They have me working 45+ hours a week though, and that's not going to work out much longer. I'm tired and weak all the time, and I keep getting sick.
People that I thought hated me in high school friend me on myspace, and I feel kinda bad about it but I'm always skeptical. I always assume they just want to be an asshole by friending me. That's kinda backwards, huh? I guess I need to work on that. But if these people never spoke to me when we saw each other every frickin day, why should they want to join my e-posse? Or have me in theirs?
Alex and I are dating and I'm very happy with the situation. I'm learning to be less and less afraid of him. Trust is pretty cool. I don't think I've ever done this part before. I mean, I've trusted guys... but I trust them to be themselves. This is a new trust, somehow.