weekends at temple
so, pretty much every weekend i go to parties at temple. sometimes they're fun, but... usually i get bored. we go to parties at around 10, and most nights i end up leaving parties around 12, maybe a little after. it's because i can't deal with just getting drunk and having nothing to do. just standing around and being drunk isn't fun for me. i need to be crazy and dance and do stuff. when i get drunk i get tired and horny. on friday nights i end up spending most of the night on the couch cause i'm exhausted. on saturday nights i go to frenchie's and have moments of fun every now and then. like tonight for example. we went to this one party and drank a little and just stood around. hardly any time had gone by and we decided to go to frenchie's. we went to frenchie's, and as usual, i did nothing. i just stood/sat there and observed other people. then at one point "don't stop believing" came on and i started dancing/singing like crazy. then as soon as that moment was over, i was bored again and just decided to leave. then i went back to the dorm, was bored some more, and then went to the courtyard with megan and eric. i had one of the funniest conversations with them and we actually had a lot of fun talking & playing a stupid clapping game w/ zach. and i was very drunk. i need to do that kind of stuff when i'm drunk, not go to stupid parties and just stand around and do nothing. i'm just fed up with stupid parties with too many people and NOTHING to do.