Why am I so utterly predictable?
Today was relatively fun. It was a half day a school and mostly everyone was nice for once.We got repor tcards today...oh man am I grounded or what? I did get ONE of the c changed so thats one less thing I will get in trouble for. anyways after school Stef, amber,emily and I went to Barbershill for uil comp. we were really going to see these two guys but there was no need to specify that.SO we left for that at one today and I got home at 10 and immediately I was in a bad mood, I wanted to talk to Aaron very badly and I didnt know why. It bothers me when I like people. I dont want to be dependent on anyone, but the problem is aaron is really awesome ( so far) I just really hope we get to know eachother. I dont want to think of all the drama that shall follow if we were to begin to actually like eachother.There is still that other guy I need to just GET OVER!!! I want to not like him. This is incredibly shallow but if Aaron is to turn out to be incredibly hot I will have no problem getting over that other guy. Aaron rocks and his voice sounds so cute...!!!! I just really dont want to like Justin, and I'm doing a good job of that but I know I need to keep myself occupied, not that thats all aaron would be but he'll keep my mind from wandering too far. Perhaps making cookies with david this weekend will help me clear things up in my head David always seems to fix things even when hes silent you just know that its all ok , he makes me feel better about sucking so much.