Decisions and choices...
First off, I just want to mention that I think I'm back to my old self. I think the 'selfish' weekend I had was very much needed. Spreading myself too thin is never a good thing.
We're contemplating moving to a nicer (more expensive) apartment. I've weighed the pros and cons and unfortunately there are a few more cons than pros. It's giving me doubts. While the new apartment is larger, it's only a two bedroom. Right now, we're in a three. I really enjoy having that third bedroom. It makes things a little easier. A good thing about the new place is that it's closer to work for me, BUT unfortunately it's away from some special people in my life. I also like Summerlin. I don't really see more than construction in Spring Valley. So I'm going to mull it over awhile. We're going to talk to the apartment complex this weekend and discuss new lease terms if we decide to renew. We don't know if the rent will go up or not or if anything else will change.
On the man front, I almost slipped the "L" word last night on the phone. Freaked me out. I haven't had the urge to tell him before that. It was weird. So something is up with me there. I have a feeling I'm going to try and push the 'feelings' conversation this weekend and see where he sees us possibly going. It'll be four months next week.
I think Satuday I'm going to focus on baking cookies and organizing the kitchen. Things are getting out of control in there again. I don't know how to deal with it. I can't handle the lack of counter space so I'm ignoring it right now. I need to become one with the kitchen again.
We're contemplating moving to a nicer (more expensive) apartment. I've weighed the pros and cons and unfortunately there are a few more cons than pros. It's giving me doubts. While the new apartment is larger, it's only a two bedroom. Right now, we're in a three. I really enjoy having that third bedroom. It makes things a little easier. A good thing about the new place is that it's closer to work for me, BUT unfortunately it's away from some special people in my life. I also like Summerlin. I don't really see more than construction in Spring Valley. So I'm going to mull it over awhile. We're going to talk to the apartment complex this weekend and discuss new lease terms if we decide to renew. We don't know if the rent will go up or not or if anything else will change.
On the man front, I almost slipped the "L" word last night on the phone. Freaked me out. I haven't had the urge to tell him before that. It was weird. So something is up with me there. I have a feeling I'm going to try and push the 'feelings' conversation this weekend and see where he sees us possibly going. It'll be four months next week.
I think Satuday I'm going to focus on baking cookies and organizing the kitchen. Things are getting out of control in there again. I don't know how to deal with it. I can't handle the lack of counter space so I'm ignoring it right now. I need to become one with the kitchen again.