All about me lately....
2 weeks, 6 days. I can't believe that.
I registered for classes. School just isn't going well for me this semester. I think I'll have to repeat Anatomy & Physiology. Which really sucks. I feel ashamed to admit it, but I do know it isn't because I can't grasp the material. I just have too much on my plate. What really bites is my application for the nursing program is decided upon November 15th and that will definitely put me out of the running. I'm past caring about it-1) Nearly nobody gets into the program the first time they apply. They even told me to expect to have to apply twice. 2) Half the people in A&P are repeating it. And every time I've explained to someone that I may have to, they are totally not surprised because it is so hard and so much memorization. I'm just done beating myself up about it. My other classes are going great. I can take it again in the fall and I know I'll pass because I won't have this wedding business going on.
My classes are:
Human Anatomy & Physiology II (possibly I)
Lab for A&PII
Lifespan Development
The Bible as Literature
Race, Gender, and Mass Media
Intro to Chemistry
I'm really excited about Lifespan Development. I love the instructor who is teaching it. I had him for Psych and he was so great. Plus, it's supposedly a very interesting class. Not excited about the Bible class, but it was the only 300-level course I could fit in. And I have to have one.
We got an apartment. Ike is officially in another home. It's a little two bedroom not far from where our first place together was. I really loved it there-I could walk to the liquor store and everything was just so close. But I'm very depressed about moving. I love our house, I love our landlord, and I don't want to be far away from my parents. My dad's heart is breaking. Which makes it worse. I could tell today and I had bad dream about him this morning about something bad happening after the wedding. So that just made me feel even shittier. Raymond is taking his little girl away though. It won't be as bad as the last time I moved away, I'm sure. It's just going to be so lonely. I'm not really going to work, except two days. I'll be at home all the time, doing school work. I feel so bad about it. At least I still have Wendy and Mandy is close by.
I had to take my contacts out because my left eye is all red and feels like maybe it's infected. I don't know why. So, I'm wearing my glasses again. Hopefully, it clears up before the wedding. It's also done nothing but rain in Kentucky and it's still cold. I'm just hoping and hoping it gets nice out. I don't know what I'll do.
I registered for classes. School just isn't going well for me this semester. I think I'll have to repeat Anatomy & Physiology. Which really sucks. I feel ashamed to admit it, but I do know it isn't because I can't grasp the material. I just have too much on my plate. What really bites is my application for the nursing program is decided upon November 15th and that will definitely put me out of the running. I'm past caring about it-1) Nearly nobody gets into the program the first time they apply. They even told me to expect to have to apply twice. 2) Half the people in A&P are repeating it. And every time I've explained to someone that I may have to, they are totally not surprised because it is so hard and so much memorization. I'm just done beating myself up about it. My other classes are going great. I can take it again in the fall and I know I'll pass because I won't have this wedding business going on.
My classes are:
Human Anatomy & Physiology II (possibly I)
Lab for A&PII
Lifespan Development
The Bible as Literature
Race, Gender, and Mass Media
Intro to Chemistry
I'm really excited about Lifespan Development. I love the instructor who is teaching it. I had him for Psych and he was so great. Plus, it's supposedly a very interesting class. Not excited about the Bible class, but it was the only 300-level course I could fit in. And I have to have one.
We got an apartment. Ike is officially in another home. It's a little two bedroom not far from where our first place together was. I really loved it there-I could walk to the liquor store and everything was just so close. But I'm very depressed about moving. I love our house, I love our landlord, and I don't want to be far away from my parents. My dad's heart is breaking. Which makes it worse. I could tell today and I had bad dream about him this morning about something bad happening after the wedding. So that just made me feel even shittier. Raymond is taking his little girl away though. It won't be as bad as the last time I moved away, I'm sure. It's just going to be so lonely. I'm not really going to work, except two days. I'll be at home all the time, doing school work. I feel so bad about it. At least I still have Wendy and Mandy is close by.
I had to take my contacts out because my left eye is all red and feels like maybe it's infected. I don't know why. So, I'm wearing my glasses again. Hopefully, it clears up before the wedding. It's also done nothing but rain in Kentucky and it's still cold. I'm just hoping and hoping it gets nice out. I don't know what I'll do.