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Dreams dreams dreams. I've been having like 5 every night. I can't keep up with them! and they're all so bogus and...out there.
Like last night, I dreamed that Cameron got in trouble for having nasty pictures on the computer and I got blamed for it. They sent me to jail, which turned out to be staying at HOME...just with a bunch of other jail birds. One girl was really pissed at me for reasons unknown and she let me know by use of VERY colorful language. She'd pop up at the most random times...like dinner for instance. I'd just be sitting there with all my jail bird friends eating my jail soup and she'd walk right up to me and cuss me out. Instead of jumping up and getting in her face, I'd wince at every word and start to bawl like a little kid. For some reason, my feelings were really hurt.
Then Brandon showed up to visit me one day. I tried to tell him about this girl who kept cussing me out and how awful it was making me feel (lol), but he wouldn't believe me. He just waved me off. At one point, he turned his back and the girl showed up at the back door and gave me the finger through the window. He turned back around and I was crying and he was like "What the crap?!" "It's that girl again, Brandon! I'm telling you! She's there!" "Carissa, quit being ridiculous. You're just going crazy in here. I'm going to go, ok?"
and then I woke up. sheesh.
I feel like I'm in jail. Ha, and Paris thinks SHE'S going stir crazy. I've been couped up so long without any social activity whatsoever.
Being couped up leads to a LOT of thinking...about pretty much everything. I thought about what I'd say to myself if I could go back and talk to little 11 year old Carissa.
I believe I think about the past way too much. yeah.
THIS IS YOUR LIFE---->SWITCHFOOT
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you’ve broken
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you’ve got now
And today is all you’ll ever have
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger
And you had everything to lose?
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger, and you had everything to lose?
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life are you who you want to be?
This is your life are you who you want to be?
Like last night, I dreamed that Cameron got in trouble for having nasty pictures on the computer and I got blamed for it. They sent me to jail, which turned out to be staying at HOME...just with a bunch of other jail birds. One girl was really pissed at me for reasons unknown and she let me know by use of VERY colorful language. She'd pop up at the most random times...like dinner for instance. I'd just be sitting there with all my jail bird friends eating my jail soup and she'd walk right up to me and cuss me out. Instead of jumping up and getting in her face, I'd wince at every word and start to bawl like a little kid. For some reason, my feelings were really hurt.
Then Brandon showed up to visit me one day. I tried to tell him about this girl who kept cussing me out and how awful it was making me feel (lol), but he wouldn't believe me. He just waved me off. At one point, he turned his back and the girl showed up at the back door and gave me the finger through the window. He turned back around and I was crying and he was like "What the crap?!" "It's that girl again, Brandon! I'm telling you! She's there!" "Carissa, quit being ridiculous. You're just going crazy in here. I'm going to go, ok?"
and then I woke up. sheesh.
I feel like I'm in jail. Ha, and Paris thinks SHE'S going stir crazy. I've been couped up so long without any social activity whatsoever.
Being couped up leads to a LOT of thinking...about pretty much everything. I thought about what I'd say to myself if I could go back and talk to little 11 year old Carissa.
I believe I think about the past way too much. yeah.
THIS IS YOUR LIFE---->SWITCHFOOT
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you’ve broken
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you’ve got now
And today is all you’ll ever have
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger
And you had everything to lose?
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Are you who you want to be?
This is your life
Is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger, and you had everything to lose?
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life are you who you want to be?
This is your life are you who you want to be?