Holding Pattern
I haven't felt like writing. I haven't had much new to write about. Basically, I'm hanging on as best I can thru a lot of anxiety and illness.
It's slow, but this last month, my migraines have slowed and lessened in severity, to the point where I have one day a week, even without medication, which is great, obviously. But the fatigue is still pretty harsh over half the week, and all of this means I'm woefully out of shape, even for me.
Same thing, different week. I feel like I'm just repeating myself on all of this. I keep hoping I'm recovering faster than I actually am, and then I get disappointed when another setback occurs. And then again, and again. And-- yeah, I AM getting better, but even my patience is at an end. I can't take this much longer.
But it's not like I get a choice about it. I have to try to get help for what I can get help on and then endure the rest. That's just the reality of it.
I'm so tired of this holding pattern. It's better than riding the migraine train, no question! But can I patch my life back together already? Please?!?!
It's slow, but this last month, my migraines have slowed and lessened in severity, to the point where I have one day a week, even without medication, which is great, obviously. But the fatigue is still pretty harsh over half the week, and all of this means I'm woefully out of shape, even for me.
Same thing, different week. I feel like I'm just repeating myself on all of this. I keep hoping I'm recovering faster than I actually am, and then I get disappointed when another setback occurs. And then again, and again. And-- yeah, I AM getting better, but even my patience is at an end. I can't take this much longer.
But it's not like I get a choice about it. I have to try to get help for what I can get help on and then endure the rest. That's just the reality of it.
I'm so tired of this holding pattern. It's better than riding the migraine train, no question! But can I patch my life back together already? Please?!?!