love.
Okay is there really such a thing as love. I mean honestly,
I have the most amazing boyfriend i ever could have asked for. and yet i treat him horribly. Ive seen so many people get their hearts broken, and they have never found out the real reason why. If you truly love someone, why would you cheat on them. If i truly loved Him, why do i do the things I do. I cant help but feel I do not deserve him, becuase he is so amazing, and i guess im scared that one day hes going to wake up and relize that he is. And once he does, i know i will never get him back. I cant help but this he can do better becuse honestly, look at me i am not worthy of anyone or anything. Im mean all the time, and i guarentte that for every person reading this i have lied to you, backstabbed you, or talked about u behind ur back and i can say sorry all i want, but in the end is doesn tmake a difference.
I guess ill end up regretting posting this later. but i think it needed to be done...
Carl you mean everything to me, and i cant help but feel sorry for you, for lowering ur standerds on a person like me.
I have the most amazing boyfriend i ever could have asked for. and yet i treat him horribly. Ive seen so many people get their hearts broken, and they have never found out the real reason why. If you truly love someone, why would you cheat on them. If i truly loved Him, why do i do the things I do. I cant help but feel I do not deserve him, becuase he is so amazing, and i guess im scared that one day hes going to wake up and relize that he is. And once he does, i know i will never get him back. I cant help but this he can do better becuse honestly, look at me i am not worthy of anyone or anything. Im mean all the time, and i guarentte that for every person reading this i have lied to you, backstabbed you, or talked about u behind ur back and i can say sorry all i want, but in the end is doesn tmake a difference.
I guess ill end up regretting posting this later. but i think it needed to be done...
Carl you mean everything to me, and i cant help but feel sorry for you, for lowering ur standerds on a person like me.