no one likes to be alone.
the last few days...i guess weeks? i dunno...things have just been off and i can't find my balance anywhere...i can't even find words...although they've never been my strong point i can't even write down what i want to say without it coming out completely wrong...
its just strange and incredibly scary...i should just come right out and say it...but i know i'd just be digging my hole deeper and setting myself up further than i already have...
not that things are bad...heh..thats the other strange part...things couldn't be better...but its the longevity of the situation and the not knowing how much is really invested that scares me...
not that i should worry...i don't...but there are moments when i can't help but think...
i dunno...its just the thought that he could be it...
ah...i dunno i dunno i dunno...
perhaps i should go do something constructive...
its just strange and incredibly scary...i should just come right out and say it...but i know i'd just be digging my hole deeper and setting myself up further than i already have...
not that things are bad...heh..thats the other strange part...things couldn't be better...but its the longevity of the situation and the not knowing how much is really invested that scares me...
not that i should worry...i don't...but there are moments when i can't help but think...
i dunno...its just the thought that he could be it...
ah...i dunno i dunno i dunno...
perhaps i should go do something constructive...