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ah, hoping the solution somehow unwinds with these words...i am faced with quite the catch 22.
i had to part with the boi romantically, but the unraveling is a 1000 times worse, our music! 2 1/2 YEARS is too long to wait for your record is it not? and yet i'm facing the inevitable, that all the whooowah over recording stress equipment failure etc really comes down to his fear of doing it, making it so and since when am i one to expect someone to do what they can't?
i did the unthinkable this weekend, consulting with r & jt on recording the demo, speaking it aloud to jb too hoping that the cosmos might take mercy & he'd pimp the cash for the session...instead i get to hear him talk of plans to take his own 10 grand & do it & dammit if i were only a bit better on lead i could be there...no way do i expect i'd turn the bass line quick enough (any one who knows a good bass teacher drop me 411) yet purrrhaps the fates are just lining up the planets, and it'll all work out in the wash.....m knows he has to practice with me to play, so we'll see if it's a solo appearance sunday or not....anyone else who had been flaky about a gig like he was with the last one...well i think this is the last 2nd chance yo.
no more 2nd chances on the dating frontier, goddess what a bunch of pimp freaks! all i get on lukewarm lava are dudes wanting you to type them off or loking for extra curriculars due to wifie not playing, geez! and my beloved bar, oh! what the f**k? i went there a friday ago and saw only yuppies...none of the older crowd of mine...now sunday was better, indeed when the flake didn't show i still had great conversations & brews bought & jt even helped me punk his ass with a phone message all very juvie but fun & dammit the sunset on my walk thru the park woulda been groovy too...if only i didn't feel like the last cat in the world like me.
ce la vie....i will always be me. too bad if someone is missing out...
the surreality of it makes my jaw drop somedays tho....i know the right one, but i can't fix all the problems, and so ultimately that is not the right one, no? i wish i could see turtle, i'd love to hear what the stars have to say now..
purrhaps there's a suprise visitor in my future, like he was.
feeling twitchy like a cat in a roomful of rockers yo.
come out & tell me it's all good.
playing sunday the 8th street musician style vahigh summerfest...see you all around 3 down there yo.
i had to part with the boi romantically, but the unraveling is a 1000 times worse, our music! 2 1/2 YEARS is too long to wait for your record is it not? and yet i'm facing the inevitable, that all the whooowah over recording stress equipment failure etc really comes down to his fear of doing it, making it so and since when am i one to expect someone to do what they can't?
i did the unthinkable this weekend, consulting with r & jt on recording the demo, speaking it aloud to jb too hoping that the cosmos might take mercy & he'd pimp the cash for the session...instead i get to hear him talk of plans to take his own 10 grand & do it & dammit if i were only a bit better on lead i could be there...no way do i expect i'd turn the bass line quick enough (any one who knows a good bass teacher drop me 411) yet purrrhaps the fates are just lining up the planets, and it'll all work out in the wash.....m knows he has to practice with me to play, so we'll see if it's a solo appearance sunday or not....anyone else who had been flaky about a gig like he was with the last one...well i think this is the last 2nd chance yo.
no more 2nd chances on the dating frontier, goddess what a bunch of pimp freaks! all i get on lukewarm lava are dudes wanting you to type them off or loking for extra curriculars due to wifie not playing, geez! and my beloved bar, oh! what the f**k? i went there a friday ago and saw only yuppies...none of the older crowd of mine...now sunday was better, indeed when the flake didn't show i still had great conversations & brews bought & jt even helped me punk his ass with a phone message all very juvie but fun & dammit the sunset on my walk thru the park woulda been groovy too...if only i didn't feel like the last cat in the world like me.
ce la vie....i will always be me. too bad if someone is missing out...
the surreality of it makes my jaw drop somedays tho....i know the right one, but i can't fix all the problems, and so ultimately that is not the right one, no? i wish i could see turtle, i'd love to hear what the stars have to say now..
purrhaps there's a suprise visitor in my future, like he was.
feeling twitchy like a cat in a roomful of rockers yo.
come out & tell me it's all good.
playing sunday the 8th street musician style vahigh summerfest...see you all around 3 down there yo.