hmmm,. maybe that explains it....it's natural

May 31, 2007 10:11

All beings are by nature Buddha,
as ice by nature is water.
Apart from water there is no ice;
apart from beings, no Buddha.

-Hakuin Zenji, "Song of Zazen"
From "Teachings of the Buddha," edited by Jack Kornfield

sooo, is this why boi & i are grouchy bears late at night & early in am?
and why the worker i went to see at grady to get my med insurance was mia? 
well actually the whole department.....knowing grady they're in a meeting about job cuts, tho i hope i kid....

and why all projects go till 12am if they're art on fire...
the bumma facto is that the tired boi is even more impossible, but so catch 22 as i must applaude his late niter efforts on this video edit for goddess r. we're all involved, the art opener is june 8 at contemporary....
still it's bizzare that u can live with a person and not really see them due to your schedules, i mean a person you're seeing...err, i guess ~ i'm still a "ditto?!" insteada an i love you....
 if anyone who knows his exgirl is listenin..... talk about fear of commitment, geez, i thought i had it bad kicking him out into his own place....but i at least manage an "i love you" , not giving a f**k who thinks what but what he thinks, yet somehow ironically not giving a f**k about that either if i push him into language he doesn't choose...
maybe i'm needy, but should i ignore what i need because it's so simple? or should he cave? i would say i stand here waiting with baited breath for this cat to purr for me

but i'm too busy implementing my new morning areobics~ chasing booga screaming "drop the chipmunk!"
boy, he's a rough little furry hardbody, that son of mine...and so determined to make the uneccesary kill...like me with my need for i love you's 
hahaha well, maybe it is our nature, no? good luck with that gentle readers. 
madlove from tha chesh

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