yeah... this one is downer
so yeah
i've had a pretty shit week to say the very least. Besides the fact that i got a speeding ticket and now my liscence is going to be suspended, things are weird with al, im lonely, bored, fat, stressed and poor. I feel like i have a broken heart! i feel like everything is out of balance and i cant put it in order and i have no shoulder to cry on. Especialy since my best friend hasnt really been acting like one. Im so down about school. I feel like everyone is going to graduate bofore me. And as soon as am done, i still have like 3 more years. I want so badly to jsut get away. Im ready to jsut drop everything and move to cali adn just love the ocean and the sunshine and forget about all the things that make me sad in michigan. I keep doing things wrong. I have so many regrets. so many mistakes. I feel so down and out, like im always outta the loop... actually i dont even have a loop... i would like a loop but i just dont know how... plus its just the same people here, no one really gives a damn what say or what i think or feel. im out
i've had a pretty shit week to say the very least. Besides the fact that i got a speeding ticket and now my liscence is going to be suspended, things are weird with al, im lonely, bored, fat, stressed and poor. I feel like i have a broken heart! i feel like everything is out of balance and i cant put it in order and i have no shoulder to cry on. Especialy since my best friend hasnt really been acting like one. Im so down about school. I feel like everyone is going to graduate bofore me. And as soon as am done, i still have like 3 more years. I want so badly to jsut get away. Im ready to jsut drop everything and move to cali adn just love the ocean and the sunshine and forget about all the things that make me sad in michigan. I keep doing things wrong. I have so many regrets. so many mistakes. I feel so down and out, like im always outta the loop... actually i dont even have a loop... i would like a loop but i just dont know how... plus its just the same people here, no one really gives a damn what say or what i think or feel. im out