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Excuse me for not being the most available person in the world right now. Don't take it personally, I just don't want anyone to know the pain I am in. I am not around because I can't bear one more day of pretending. My life sucks end of story. If you have a problem in life, I probably will act like a bitch and tell you to get over it. I wish I could overcome these things, but I can't, so I avoid it. Just know that I love you all and no matter what I say or do, you are truly great people. Don't judge me by the horrible things I have done or may do in the future. I just can't deal with the hurt any other way.