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[luckystarcharm]

today kinda sucked.... wow how cime you can think kiling your self is soo freaking stupid yet when your really sad you think its not so dumb todsa in 4th block i cryed again like i always do ive cryed so much in that class and i feel so stupid when i cry i feel like im just trying to get attion and i stop but the tears come back i think im crazy jerrid makes me feel horrible i think if i died people would be like aww thats sad and live on some times i feel really low and i no my friends loev me but its like they never show it today and 2nd i couldnt stop hugging christina i miss growing up when we was my best friend weve nown each other for 11 years and were so different

' if i die please dont cry '

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed i miss my brother too

i just want a hug

im crying

im so gay...