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I met a boy...he makes me smile...
Im back in Orlando...
not for long..
Im going to Syria thursday till May 27th...
Its going to be pretty badass...
I come back and will be in Orlando for two or three weeks...
Im taking summer classes In tally so I have to go find a job up there...
I will see him again...and he will make me smile again...
I will be starting my Junior year...
I survived my sophmore year...
And by survived I meant i had "moments ill never remeber with friends ill never forget" it was amazing!
Im not afraid of what if's anymore...
there is no room for what ifs and in the long run What if you have nothing to lose...
Im becoming the person I have always wanted...but at the same time further away from who I want to be..
It will never make sense to anyone...it doesnt even make sense to me...
Im living in my sorority house next year...
Thats either a disaster waiting to happen or a gift in disguise...
This is my life...and my only goal is to make sure me and the people I surrond myself with are Happy...
And on the way if I learn a thing or two then I guess it will make life make a little more sense...
At the end of the day...Im still the same Suzy you have always and will forever know...
Im back in Orlando...
not for long..
Im going to Syria thursday till May 27th...
Its going to be pretty badass...
I come back and will be in Orlando for two or three weeks...
Im taking summer classes In tally so I have to go find a job up there...
I will see him again...and he will make me smile again...
I will be starting my Junior year...
I survived my sophmore year...
And by survived I meant i had "moments ill never remeber with friends ill never forget" it was amazing!
Im not afraid of what if's anymore...
there is no room for what ifs and in the long run What if you have nothing to lose...
Im becoming the person I have always wanted...but at the same time further away from who I want to be..
It will never make sense to anyone...it doesnt even make sense to me...
Im living in my sorority house next year...
Thats either a disaster waiting to happen or a gift in disguise...
This is my life...and my only goal is to make sure me and the people I surrond myself with are Happy...
And on the way if I learn a thing or two then I guess it will make life make a little more sense...
At the end of the day...Im still the same Suzy you have always and will forever know...