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well i realized something since my last post.. i realized that I'm a screw up and i always have been and probably always will be. yeah this was pointed out to my by a 'friend' and I'm not really sure why. i got told that I've changed since 9th grade [well duh!] and i guess now I'm a slut. whatever... if he knew anything about me then he'd know its not true. I'm a screw up because everytime i start to get close to a guy i end up messing everything up. i dont know how or why but its true. and I'm a slut because i liked one guy then met someone else and everything changed... if that makes me a slut then i guess i am. and right now i dont even know if this guy is gonna talk to me because i screwed up.. i said stuff i shouldnt have, like i always do. i need help keeping my mouth shut and saying the right thing.