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Hello again.
Hell yea for no soccer practice. Especially after our dispicable performance on Sunday. bleh. I'd rather not hit roadkill over the head with a shovel so I won't bring it up again.
Ohio was kinda nice..but I kinda realized how naive I am still to everything. While we were there, there was the illusion that everything was going well and that we were all happy and things were normal like always but when I talked to my mom on the way home I realized that shits really messed up. Oh well, two more years and then everything will sort itself out. I feel really bad for my Dad though.. but we had fun. went on a haunted hay ride. slept in. fed ducks. shopped a little. I got frickin sweet new shoes, I dont care what anyone says.
Ive done nothing but homework since I got home. It's kinda depressing. I wish I had more time to do things that I want to do. Take walks. Sing. Draw/Take photos. Be with my friends. Drive. Go to the movies. SLEEP.
Last night I went to bed and I could NOT fall asleep. It was awful! I kept thinking about all this stuff that I have to do and stuff thats borderline stressing me out. I could not stop thinking and just sleep. Thats very frustrating.
Lets see if I get my work done if that won't happen again tonight..
_Peace
Hell yea for no soccer practice. Especially after our dispicable performance on Sunday. bleh. I'd rather not hit roadkill over the head with a shovel so I won't bring it up again.
Ohio was kinda nice..but I kinda realized how naive I am still to everything. While we were there, there was the illusion that everything was going well and that we were all happy and things were normal like always but when I talked to my mom on the way home I realized that shits really messed up. Oh well, two more years and then everything will sort itself out. I feel really bad for my Dad though.. but we had fun. went on a haunted hay ride. slept in. fed ducks. shopped a little. I got frickin sweet new shoes, I dont care what anyone says.
Ive done nothing but homework since I got home. It's kinda depressing. I wish I had more time to do things that I want to do. Take walks. Sing. Draw/Take photos. Be with my friends. Drive. Go to the movies. SLEEP.
Last night I went to bed and I could NOT fall asleep. It was awful! I kept thinking about all this stuff that I have to do and stuff thats borderline stressing me out. I could not stop thinking and just sleep. Thats very frustrating.
Lets see if I get my work done if that won't happen again tonight..
_Peace