don't the layers weigh down on your face.. but you don't take them off.. not even to sleep then you realize that you can't sleep. and you look in the mirror only to wonder why your skin feels so sick you ask, but you know it hasn't seen the sunlight for a while and to take it off now, would mean looking in the mirror and you'd rather pass out today than face the person you have pushed aside you hardly regognize the person that you see starring back at you you start to relax as you smear the creamy natural over the little red spots on your cheeks, and for now you feel at peace with yourself until the layers melt away like a landslide ...as you wait for that moment when as good as it gets stays the same ..another day goes by and you are living on the hope that the moments of your past will meet today so you wait and expect to be happy but the reality is that you've nutured all the things around you the things that cant change you you know this but you cover up the feeling as you paint your nails and coat your lashes until they tickle the tops of your eyebrows again you are alone.
but you don't take them off..
not even to sleep
then you realize that you can't sleep.
and you look in the mirror only to wonder why your skin feels so sick
you ask, but you know it hasn't seen the sunlight for a while
and to take it off now, would mean looking in the mirror
and you'd rather pass out today than face the person you have pushed aside
you hardly regognize the person that you see starring back at you
you start to relax as you smear the creamy natural over the little red spots on your cheeks, and for now you feel at peace with yourself
until the layers melt away like a landslide
...as you wait for that moment when as good as it gets stays the same
..another day goes by and you are living on the hope that the moments of your past will meet today
so you wait and expect to be happy
but the reality is that you've nutured all the things around you
the things that cant change you
you know this but you cover up the feeling as you paint your nails and coat your lashes until they tickle the tops of your eyebrows
again you are alone.
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