Single Tear (read if you want back memories)
This post started out as a reply to devry's post about how people have changed...and it turned into somthing i got passionate about...anyway Devry's post brought a tear to my eye (out of sadness out of joy, i dont know)
anyway this is what i wrote...
Wow that really brought me back. That senior year was really kick ass. Just a sweep of memories ran into my brain as i read this post. Valley Hotel Thursdays. And jamming at matt's place and making a mess of noise...Also i remembered when me and Devry dated and how shitty i was at the end of it. Just avoiding her instead of telling her how I felt like a normal person. But thats all in the past now, but while it was happening it seemed like it would never be somthing that was "in the past", along with a lot of other things that happend...really strange to think about.
And also how people are changing...probably even more crazy to think about...Jannah finally blossoming into a raging vixen like we all knew she would be...Juli still being our punk princess that we all wanted to be like, but at the same time such a mature beautiful woman that we admire.(maybe just me but probably others too)...And Devry too changing in a way that seemed more subtle to me at least...but enormus because i felt so close to her at one time and now we seem so far...we all do...all of us that faithfully went to the hotel on thursdays and looked forward to it all week (maybe just me again)...Laurel who was/is a badass and i had many a sexual fanatsy about because she was the one who was the most sexual out of all of us, no matter what she thought..all of us had respect for her...unknowingly to some but we did and do...My main man matt who started out as the little preppy kid that I hung out with in guitar class...now a guy who's living on his own, by his own money...it blows my mind to think about..because those of you who may think he is a lazy stoner who isnt doing much right now is very very wrong...how many of you live on your own with little or no contact with your parents financially or emotionally...when you were 16 and 17 years old...i know i didnt and i admire him everyday for that...shd...and my main man #2 Geoff, who is creepy i admit but has a heart of gold the kid cant do wrong if he knows it is...and the kirbster, who is now yes a tad bit of a stoner but also someone who i would trust with my life because he is somone who sees the world the way it really is...some call it being a pessimist...i call it genius because he see's intense beauty where it is and he see's ugliness where it is as well...And last but certainly not least is my friend, the beautiful Julie Markus. Who has changed so much since the first time i met her...i got to see most of it too lol this year at school were good times for me and Markdawg...I miss them too because we havnt hung out in a buttload of time...but yeah she has changed as much as her cut hair lol she thinks in a way that i wish i could...she probably is reading this thinking that she wish's she could think another way...but dont think that you have fucked up too much julie because you havnt you've been through/survived A LOT! And to be the warm hearted lady she is now is somthing to be very proud of...most of us would have been completely ruined by what she has put up with in her lifebut i beleive she has overcome more than she gives herself credit for...but dont take my word for it read the book ;)...
So yeah we have all changed...drugs changed us...experiences changed us...but all of us can relate to the same things and if we all got together we might not all get along wich is sad to think about but glorious to know that we have found ourselves in a way that we know what we are...and those uf us that havnt found ourselves are having quite the journey...much love to everyone that i talked about and to those that werent talked about you have changed too but you didnt appear in my head while i was writing this...heh sorry
That is all from inside danny's head...um...enjoy?
~Dano
And in the immortal words of the Zep
"Ramble on"
anyway this is what i wrote...
Wow that really brought me back. That senior year was really kick ass. Just a sweep of memories ran into my brain as i read this post. Valley Hotel Thursdays. And jamming at matt's place and making a mess of noise...Also i remembered when me and Devry dated and how shitty i was at the end of it. Just avoiding her instead of telling her how I felt like a normal person. But thats all in the past now, but while it was happening it seemed like it would never be somthing that was "in the past", along with a lot of other things that happend...really strange to think about.
And also how people are changing...probably even more crazy to think about...Jannah finally blossoming into a raging vixen like we all knew she would be...Juli still being our punk princess that we all wanted to be like, but at the same time such a mature beautiful woman that we admire.(maybe just me but probably others too)...And Devry too changing in a way that seemed more subtle to me at least...but enormus because i felt so close to her at one time and now we seem so far...we all do...all of us that faithfully went to the hotel on thursdays and looked forward to it all week (maybe just me again)...Laurel who was/is a badass and i had many a sexual fanatsy about because she was the one who was the most sexual out of all of us, no matter what she thought..all of us had respect for her...unknowingly to some but we did and do...My main man matt who started out as the little preppy kid that I hung out with in guitar class...now a guy who's living on his own, by his own money...it blows my mind to think about..because those of you who may think he is a lazy stoner who isnt doing much right now is very very wrong...how many of you live on your own with little or no contact with your parents financially or emotionally...when you were 16 and 17 years old...i know i didnt and i admire him everyday for that...shd...and my main man #2 Geoff, who is creepy i admit but has a heart of gold the kid cant do wrong if he knows it is...and the kirbster, who is now yes a tad bit of a stoner but also someone who i would trust with my life because he is somone who sees the world the way it really is...some call it being a pessimist...i call it genius because he see's intense beauty where it is and he see's ugliness where it is as well...And last but certainly not least is my friend, the beautiful Julie Markus. Who has changed so much since the first time i met her...i got to see most of it too lol this year at school were good times for me and Markdawg...I miss them too because we havnt hung out in a buttload of time...but yeah she has changed as much as her cut hair lol she thinks in a way that i wish i could...she probably is reading this thinking that she wish's she could think another way...but dont think that you have fucked up too much julie because you havnt you've been through/survived A LOT! And to be the warm hearted lady she is now is somthing to be very proud of...most of us would have been completely ruined by what she has put up with in her lifebut i beleive she has overcome more than she gives herself credit for...but dont take my word for it read the book ;)...
So yeah we have all changed...drugs changed us...experiences changed us...but all of us can relate to the same things and if we all got together we might not all get along wich is sad to think about but glorious to know that we have found ourselves in a way that we know what we are...and those uf us that havnt found ourselves are having quite the journey...much love to everyone that i talked about and to those that werent talked about you have changed too but you didnt appear in my head while i was writing this...heh sorry
That is all from inside danny's head...um...enjoy?
~Dano
And in the immortal words of the Zep
"Ramble on"