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Got a little sad again today. I think it's cause of some weird dreams I've been having these past two nights. Two nights ago, I was back with my ex, but it wasn't him. Cause the dream guy was so sweet and nice, and he was a decent person. But it reminded me of him so much, that in my dream, I was happy it wasn't him, but I wanted it to be him, so I wouldn't let go of him. I just keep hugging and touching him. I dunno, it was weird. And then last night, I had a dream that I was with some other guy, but I have no clue who he was, especially since I didn't even get to see his face. I don't really remember that dream, I just remember waking up and thinking about some guy in my dream.
Weird.
And it made me sad.
But the thing is, that I don't really miss my ex. It's the idea of him that I miss. It's hard to explain.
I guess I'll just get over it, seeing as to how I don't have another option.
Weird.
And it made me sad.
But the thing is, that I don't really miss my ex. It's the idea of him that I miss. It's hard to explain.
I guess I'll just get over it, seeing as to how I don't have another option.