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You know what you think a heartattack will feel like..a deep ache in your heart? That's what I"m feeling right now. My whole body is tingling in waves, I feel like throwing up, my ears are ringing, and I have a deep burning aching sensation all in my chest. All I can do is rock myself, praying I dont get sick. I feel like I have a huge wave of tears behind there, but they wont come. I hate this..this feeling of I dont know what. I hate to give it a label, cause one just wont do it justice. Just trying to breathe is hard right now. I know this will pass, but this sort of emotion is horrible.