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This weekened started some pretty amazing conversations. Both were completely different, but then again a lot alike. They both left me wanting more-especially more conversations like these, they both were long over due, and they both were something of the past. One of the conversations used to be a daily thing, but hasn't been for years-yes I pluralized it! The other conversation I had used to be a very normal thing as well, but it hasn't been for months now--and those months seemed like years.
After the second conversation I thought a lot. I thought a lot during the conversation as well. It pretty much made me scared, and wonder a lot. You asked me something that now days later is still with me, you asked me directly about a certain person, and when I had no answer for you, you basically told me that, that right there is my answer. I began to think about putting other people into that question, and I'm pretty clueless there too. That scares me.
The first conversation, was normal and that made it wonderful. We didn't call ask a question, get our answer and hang up. We just talked, and goofed around, and had fun. There was no plan, no rushing, no nothing. I really miss those types of conversations. The real ones that I actually looked forward to.
To both of you who at one time or another have both been best friends of mine, before this I wasn't sure if either of you still had that rank. Now I hope that both of you either stay at that spot or get back up there soon. You've been greatly missed, and that's where you belong. I once said that the two of you shared a brain--that may still be true, based on conversations this weekend I think it just may be. Thank you, I love you both!
Peace
Rachel
After the second conversation I thought a lot. I thought a lot during the conversation as well. It pretty much made me scared, and wonder a lot. You asked me something that now days later is still with me, you asked me directly about a certain person, and when I had no answer for you, you basically told me that, that right there is my answer. I began to think about putting other people into that question, and I'm pretty clueless there too. That scares me.
The first conversation, was normal and that made it wonderful. We didn't call ask a question, get our answer and hang up. We just talked, and goofed around, and had fun. There was no plan, no rushing, no nothing. I really miss those types of conversations. The real ones that I actually looked forward to.
To both of you who at one time or another have both been best friends of mine, before this I wasn't sure if either of you still had that rank. Now I hope that both of you either stay at that spot or get back up there soon. You've been greatly missed, and that's where you belong. I once said that the two of you shared a brain--that may still be true, based on conversations this weekend I think it just may be. Thank you, I love you both!
Peace
Rachel