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So I've kinda realized that im that girl that likes to do her own thing, not have a guy around, and be independant...at least, thats what everyone thinks. I've always screwed around, had a boyfriend here or there, but nothing too heartbreaking or serious. For awhile i thought something was gonna happen with anthony...but that idea got thrown out the window awhile ago...jordan, that was a joke...a big joke. i thought that was gonna be a long relationship, but hes retarded, so we all kno what happened with that...
...I'm kinda starting to get tired of doing my own thing and not having a guy around. i mean, i'll always be myself and independant, cause thats how i was raised. but the whole screwing around, having fling thing is getting old to me. i was a relationship with someone who will care, and not screw me over. and i wanna be with someone that wont say one thing, and then do another. becaues thats what i seem to attract...and someone that cared more about his girlfriend then his image or what he looks like in front of his friends...
...but when i think of the things i want in a relationship right now, one person does come to mind. its a far off idea, but ya never know what could happen.
...I'm kinda starting to get tired of doing my own thing and not having a guy around. i mean, i'll always be myself and independant, cause thats how i was raised. but the whole screwing around, having fling thing is getting old to me. i was a relationship with someone who will care, and not screw me over. and i wanna be with someone that wont say one thing, and then do another. becaues thats what i seem to attract...and someone that cared more about his girlfriend then his image or what he looks like in front of his friends...
...but when i think of the things i want in a relationship right now, one person does come to mind. its a far off idea, but ya never know what could happen.