Dec 14, 2005 17:18
i never write in here but, i'm bored so i thought i would start writing again... that and kayla told me too and that makes me feel like someone cares about all the crap i write in here so i thought i would.
i really love the flaming lips song "Yoshimi battles the pink robots" it makes me happy, actually i like all the flaming lips songs but i have been listening to that one a lot.
i am failing at life right now but whatever...i have no idea what i'm going to do with it
i have now job and i don't want one but i feel bad for not having one, but i am going to have to work hard for the rest of my life so why do it now.
i hate the holidays, they make everyone all weird and everyone is supposed to have good times but really other than a short time everyone is together its just really stressful.
i had a great weekend and i saw the boy i have had a crush on since birth (literally) but no one cares because he lives in portland so no one knows him.
i miss my old friends, everyone here is great its just sad seeing all of them and then having to leave and know its going to be a while before i can see them again.
i love you.