Ahhh!
I think I created a monster!
Yesterday was Pete's 21st Birthday and well we went to the casino instead of going to the bars and getting really drunk and today he's back over there at Sandia Casino and won't be home til 12! I think he's going to turn out to be a casino junky! where he might spend his paychecks at the casino instead of paying our rent and bills. I swear to god if it comes down to that extreme I will with out a second thought leave Pete. For me to say that is not really me but I used to live with a person who was like that and let me tell you it was the hardest thing to watch someone you care about go down and hit rock bottom. Of course I have to think about the wellfare of my little family and if that goes in the crapper cause of a habit then 'See ya don't want to be ya' will most possibly be the out come of this entire mess.
I HAVE CREATED A MONSTER!
Right now there is nothing I can really do except to sit back and watch and see if my intuitions are right.
and I don't have cigs...that's just crap...
Yesterday was Pete's 21st Birthday and well we went to the casino instead of going to the bars and getting really drunk and today he's back over there at Sandia Casino and won't be home til 12! I think he's going to turn out to be a casino junky! where he might spend his paychecks at the casino instead of paying our rent and bills. I swear to god if it comes down to that extreme I will with out a second thought leave Pete. For me to say that is not really me but I used to live with a person who was like that and let me tell you it was the hardest thing to watch someone you care about go down and hit rock bottom. Of course I have to think about the wellfare of my little family and if that goes in the crapper cause of a habit then 'See ya don't want to be ya' will most possibly be the out come of this entire mess.
I HAVE CREATED A MONSTER!
Right now there is nothing I can really do except to sit back and watch and see if my intuitions are right.
and I don't have cigs...that's just crap...