Dang
Umm, for some reason this hotel feels the need to block xanga on these computers. But I guess they didnt want to block all the other journals that are online. Myspace, facebook, and livejournal arnt blocked. But w/e. Its just about one o'clock. This is exactly the reason i love but hate debate tournments. Because technically these trips are "school business" and all. Its just really interesting to see how people make decisions. Mainly why I am down stairs in their "locked" business centre. I do stupid things when it comes to peer pressure, I know hard to believe huh? Well, I know my self rather well, and know that I should keep away from certain people on trips. I have too much respect for Mr. Hollis than to go around and do what ever the hell half of the debate/forensics class is doing, wait till this four day wekend or something. I got pissed at Clay, Maddie, and all those other people for doing crap they know they didn't need to be doing on debate trips, so, im not about to do the same.
But then again i cant really blame some people, but others i certainly can. I feel too old for all this stuff, i guess ive been there seen that, and just realized its pointless, and most of the time gets you nowhere. I mean, if this is how some people treat independence, then i am right to worry.
So, my plan is not to see anyone.
The distance between night and day
Has never seemed so far away
Enjoy what bit you can
The sun always rises next day
With me sitting on the edge of the bay.
But then again i cant really blame some people, but others i certainly can. I feel too old for all this stuff, i guess ive been there seen that, and just realized its pointless, and most of the time gets you nowhere. I mean, if this is how some people treat independence, then i am right to worry.
So, my plan is not to see anyone.
The distance between night and day
Has never seemed so far away
Enjoy what bit you can
The sun always rises next day
With me sitting on the edge of the bay.