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Sometimes I just get this sinking feeling in my stomach.
And I don't know if it's because I hate her, or I miss her. Or perhaps it's jealousy. I don't know. But I can't stand that feeling.
And then when I see him I just want to cry. And I don't know if it's because I hate him or because i still love him.
I want to move away where no one knows me.
Forget bestfriends.
Forget first loves.
It's all bullshit. They don't exist.
And I don't know if it's because I hate her, or I miss her. Or perhaps it's jealousy. I don't know. But I can't stand that feeling.
And then when I see him I just want to cry. And I don't know if it's because I hate him or because i still love him.
I want to move away where no one knows me.
Forget bestfriends.
Forget first loves.
It's all bullshit. They don't exist.