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hey, i'm at little Dicky's house and i'm waiting for Tonja to take me home so yeah.. anyways, lastnight i went to see Jimmy Eat World with Emilie Bosley, it was pretty damn awesome except for the fact that Emilie got jumped on and like almost died.. and we lost Sarah W. for like the whole entire show and when we found her she had a bloody foot.. ha.. but it was still pretty tight, the end was the best part, i think. Ceilidh and i were just doin the usual thing when all of a sudden Lacey goes flyin through the air.. crowd surfing.. it was funny though, HA.. but yes anyways,i have decided to cut back on my drug using, i really have a problem. this week my max is 3 times.. next week shall possibly be less...YEAA. lets see what else has happened lately?.. oh my parents found out about my party last saturday, the next day my house smelled like M.D. 20 20 and Ever Clear and some how my bathroom door got broken. My dad also officialy left for Mexico on Monday, and wont be back for 5-6 months, i'm sad! he wont even be home for christmas! it feels like my life is fallng apart around me with ever waking moment but no one seems to notice anything but my forced smile, oh well, fuck it i don't really care any more, i have truly gone mad!.. but now i'm off little dicky is playing with sharp things and i must watch.. ha..
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