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I am tired all the time! Work is full steam ahead tax season and I *think* I am faring well so far.... My back was doing well for a long stretch there, and then last weekend I wanted to just lay down and do nothing for 2 days. By Monday I was in tears with the pain again. Guess I need to exercise every fucking day.
Speaking of the weekend - the dancer's sister has been hitchhiking around the country, and needed to come through Atlanta to catch a plane out to Denver. Red beard offered them to stay with us, which I either did not absorb (work work work work work) or he did not tell me, so Saturday when they were on their way in I pitched a gigantic fit. 1) I dislike when my plans change 2) I dislike surprises 3) I was SO fatigued 4) had not had sex in a week or spent much time alone with him.
After having a proper temper tantrum, I realized - hey, I traveled the country for 3 months at 23 and relied on people opening their homes and sofas to me. I need to pay this back. Plus everyone has a lesson blah blah blah, I need to be open to new experience, blah blah, etc etc. They ended up being really cool and I am glad I was able to host them for 2 days. I need to remember - love does not always come to me in the package I expect it to - I need to be ready to receive it however it comes to me. And it comes in some unique and sneaky ways sometimes.
But still sad my weekend did not go how I wanted. Hopefully THIS weekend will be closer.......
I did yoga last night for the first time in years, and this was not invalid-old-lady restorative yoga. This was full on active, lifting, bending, twisting, ass kicking yoga. I am sore as hell this morning.
I am vaguely aware that Frolicon is weeks away.....eeep!!
Speaking of the weekend - the dancer's sister has been hitchhiking around the country, and needed to come through Atlanta to catch a plane out to Denver. Red beard offered them to stay with us, which I either did not absorb (work work work work work) or he did not tell me, so Saturday when they were on their way in I pitched a gigantic fit. 1) I dislike when my plans change 2) I dislike surprises 3) I was SO fatigued 4) had not had sex in a week or spent much time alone with him.
After having a proper temper tantrum, I realized - hey, I traveled the country for 3 months at 23 and relied on people opening their homes and sofas to me. I need to pay this back. Plus everyone has a lesson blah blah blah, I need to be open to new experience, blah blah, etc etc. They ended up being really cool and I am glad I was able to host them for 2 days. I need to remember - love does not always come to me in the package I expect it to - I need to be ready to receive it however it comes to me. And it comes in some unique and sneaky ways sometimes.
But still sad my weekend did not go how I wanted. Hopefully THIS weekend will be closer.......
I did yoga last night for the first time in years, and this was not invalid-old-lady restorative yoga. This was full on active, lifting, bending, twisting, ass kicking yoga. I am sore as hell this morning.
I am vaguely aware that Frolicon is weeks away.....eeep!!