Everything sucks
Yeah, so "everything sucks" has been my motto lately. I just have WAY too much going on and I think I'm expecting way too much out of myself. It's like Goldberg said: "My calendar looks like my life threw up on it."
The Aq Ecol field trip wasn't too bad... the weather def sucked and I was drenched the ENTIRE time. I had fun though, I learned and saw some cool stuff and I made sure I was in the good van. All Lauren, Stacy, Matt, and me did was bitch about and make fun of our classmates. Pete was actually tolerable (for Pete), but this other girl Genna was a real nutcase. Basically, she copped out of everything we did and paraded naked around the dorm. She also said a bunch of random stupid comments and constantly talked about some medication she was taking. The funniest part is, is that in class Tuesday, after she was talking about that she was failing, yes FAILING the course AND after dipping out of every responsibility she had this weekend, she said, "Well, I definetly know that this is what I want to do in the future" (aka become a Marine Biologist). Some ppl are so mother fucking disillusioned it blows my mind, but hey, that's Hood for you!
The Aq Ecol field trip did manage to fuck up the rest of my month b/c we were doing lab stuff from 7am to 11pm nonstop. So I didn't get anything done and my motivation is in the crapper. Also, on top of sucking up my entire weekend, I've spent a shitload of out of class time taking care of the sea critters we brought back and setting up stuff for lab tomorrow (aka sorting through decaying plant material for bugs)GRR!!! This class is a fucking full time job!! Let me also throw in there that I have a quiz in it tomorrow as well, a HUGE lab practical on Monday, and a lecture exam the following Tuesday. I only have an 85% in the class, so I can't afford to blow any of them. Fuck me. I think I'm just going to have to become a hermit, which sucks. I think everyone's partying tomorrow night, but I doubt I'll be able to; sucks to be me I guess.
Yeah, so that's that... Jason came up yesterday and even helped me pick through some of my lab crap which was awesome. He also heard me play the piano for the first time (I did everything from memory) and was really impressed, so that felt kind of good. My Music History exam also went ok, but I know I got a couple of things wrong. We got our paper's back today too and my professor just raved went on and on about how wonderful mine was. I wrote it about Vivaldi and how his employment at the Pieta (an orphanage) influenced his musical output. She even told me to submit it in a writing contest! The funny thing is, I thought it sucked!! Ha ha ha.
Well there's plenty more I would really like to share/bitch about, but I'll spare you b/c I have 2 quizzes tomorrow and I haven't even began to look at anything.
Good luck w/everything everybody!
The Aq Ecol field trip wasn't too bad... the weather def sucked and I was drenched the ENTIRE time. I had fun though, I learned and saw some cool stuff and I made sure I was in the good van. All Lauren, Stacy, Matt, and me did was bitch about and make fun of our classmates. Pete was actually tolerable (for Pete), but this other girl Genna was a real nutcase. Basically, she copped out of everything we did and paraded naked around the dorm. She also said a bunch of random stupid comments and constantly talked about some medication she was taking. The funniest part is, is that in class Tuesday, after she was talking about that she was failing, yes FAILING the course AND after dipping out of every responsibility she had this weekend, she said, "Well, I definetly know that this is what I want to do in the future" (aka become a Marine Biologist). Some ppl are so mother fucking disillusioned it blows my mind, but hey, that's Hood for you!
The Aq Ecol field trip did manage to fuck up the rest of my month b/c we were doing lab stuff from 7am to 11pm nonstop. So I didn't get anything done and my motivation is in the crapper. Also, on top of sucking up my entire weekend, I've spent a shitload of out of class time taking care of the sea critters we brought back and setting up stuff for lab tomorrow (aka sorting through decaying plant material for bugs)GRR!!! This class is a fucking full time job!! Let me also throw in there that I have a quiz in it tomorrow as well, a HUGE lab practical on Monday, and a lecture exam the following Tuesday. I only have an 85% in the class, so I can't afford to blow any of them. Fuck me. I think I'm just going to have to become a hermit, which sucks. I think everyone's partying tomorrow night, but I doubt I'll be able to; sucks to be me I guess.
Yeah, so that's that... Jason came up yesterday and even helped me pick through some of my lab crap which was awesome. He also heard me play the piano for the first time (I did everything from memory) and was really impressed, so that felt kind of good. My Music History exam also went ok, but I know I got a couple of things wrong. We got our paper's back today too and my professor just raved went on and on about how wonderful mine was. I wrote it about Vivaldi and how his employment at the Pieta (an orphanage) influenced his musical output. She even told me to submit it in a writing contest! The funny thing is, I thought it sucked!! Ha ha ha.
Well there's plenty more I would really like to share/bitch about, but I'll spare you b/c I have 2 quizzes tomorrow and I haven't even began to look at anything.
Good luck w/everything everybody!