we all need to just let it out sometimes
never saw blue like that before.
and i'll never see blue the way i did before.
people come into your life sometimes and they cause this huge shift. where everything isn't what it once was and some how it can no longer ever go back to that. a song is no longer a song, but it's now "your song." actions are no longer actions, but things you did together. constant reminders of what used to be and sometimes what no longer is and will never be the same again. some things just become stuck, things you can never un-do. and when you're together those things that the other person effected are the most wonderful things in the world, that song makes you smile, that smell makes your heart pitter patter, the sound of their voice is the only one you can hear in a room full of crowded people. and then when it's done, when it's over, that song makes you cry, that smell makes your heart melt, and when they speak to you, you want it to stop but at the same time you wish it would just say what you want to hear. and sometimes they say it, only to take it back five minutes later, knowing that they can never really take it back after it has been said. i guess what i'm trying to say is there are certain people you wish you could forget but they leave such a stain that you can't get it out of your mind. so i'll play solitare (with irony really) and try not to think about you, until your song comes on and i'll try not to cry, but i won't be able to keep my heart from aching.
and i'll never see blue the way i did before.
people come into your life sometimes and they cause this huge shift. where everything isn't what it once was and some how it can no longer ever go back to that. a song is no longer a song, but it's now "your song." actions are no longer actions, but things you did together. constant reminders of what used to be and sometimes what no longer is and will never be the same again. some things just become stuck, things you can never un-do. and when you're together those things that the other person effected are the most wonderful things in the world, that song makes you smile, that smell makes your heart pitter patter, the sound of their voice is the only one you can hear in a room full of crowded people. and then when it's done, when it's over, that song makes you cry, that smell makes your heart melt, and when they speak to you, you want it to stop but at the same time you wish it would just say what you want to hear. and sometimes they say it, only to take it back five minutes later, knowing that they can never really take it back after it has been said. i guess what i'm trying to say is there are certain people you wish you could forget but they leave such a stain that you can't get it out of your mind. so i'll play solitare (with irony really) and try not to think about you, until your song comes on and i'll try not to cry, but i won't be able to keep my heart from aching.